Intro.
My father always hated me since I was a baby. Why? Well I killed my mother while she was giving birth to me. Yeah I know I'm a monster, but that not what everyone thinks they say things like "it's not your fault that she died, she was weak" blah blah blah. It was my fault period. My father started to abuse and beat me at the early age of six. I had to do anything to keep him happy just so he wouldn't hit me. And when I say hit he would punch me and kick me like his own personal punching bag and sometimes he would just do it for fun. And when hit puberty at the age of 12 he raped me and it was the most distressing, atrocious disgusting night of my life.
Oh I forgot to introduce my self my names Shia Levkoe, '5"5 16 years old and people who I meet always say I'm beautiful (Are they sniffing something me, beautiful HA!) anyways I have jet black curly hair that drops to the middle of my back, big round dark blue eyes-that almost look black from faraway- thick long eyelashes, full lips and just an ordinary nose. I'm mixed with a lot of stuff like German, Indian, Scottish, Spanish, Philippian, and Italian. A lot huh?