Introduction:
I never thought that when Edward left I would be okay with it. In fact, I thought it would rip my heart out and I would be left with nothing but a gaping hole in chest. But this… This feeling is what I would describe as anger. Furry. Hatred. Borderline insane with the feeling of resentment. And not all of it is directed at him. In fact some days I hate myself for getting caught up in something that would so obviously go nowhere, or acting so pathetic in the woods when he was leaving me. But this is a new Bella. This new Bella will never have to worry about getting hurt because when I get the chance, I am going to hunt that bastard down and he is going to wish he never met me.