1 year before graduation
Even after months of ignoring each other we became friends but I wanted more. I, Edward Cullen loves Bella swan. I haven't told her about vampires but her being observant, she knows where not human. 1 month before graduation, Alice wouldn't stop shopping for Bella, I and herself.
Now, its graduation, we all saying
goodbye to Bella. I don't want her to go but whee going opposite
sides of the world, I am going to Dartmouth and she is going to
Australia. She wants to write.
"Bella, I'm really going to
miss you." Alice sobs. Bella pats her back for comfort.
"I'm
going to miss you too, both of you." She looks at me like she's
about to cry. I go to hug her and she returns it.
Charlie's
cruiser pulls up. "Time to go to the airport bells." He said
sadly. She nodded into my chest.
She pulls back and hugs Alice.
"See you guys." She walks to the car and hops in. The car drives
away and my world crashes down on me. How am I going to survive
without, I barely survive being with her but not together with her.
Bella was my best friend and soul mate I let slip away. Then Alice
starts hitting me.
"How could you? How could you let her go?"
she asks angrily.
"I didn't think she wanted me?"
"She
did, she was heartbroken when you convinced her to go to Australia.
She told herself." She walks away and hops in her Porsche. I take a
run in the woods and sob.
BPOV
Why? Why did I go? My soul mate who
will never know how I felt about him encouraged me to go.
I'm on
the plane to Sydney and words came to me , so I started writing them
down
It's just you and me and there's no one around
I feel
like I'm hanging by a thread, it's a long way down
I've
been trying to breathe, but I'm fighting for air
I'm at an
all time low with no place to go
But you're always there
when everything falls apart
And it seems like the world is
crashing at my feet
You like me the best, when I'm a mess
When
I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel beautiful
When
I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine how I'd make
it through
There's no me without you
No me without you,
no no
You hear what I say, when I don't say a word
You
are my rising sun, you're the place I run
You know how it
hurts when everything falls apart
And it seems like the world is
crashing at my feet
You like me the best, when I'm a mess
When
I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel beautiful
When
I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine how I'd make
it through
There's no me without you
No me without you
There's no me without you
No me without you
And
when you say baby it's gonna get better, I believe you
And I
wish that somehow I could see me though what you do
With my
imperfections, you think I'm perfect
When it's not easy, you
make it worth it
When everything falls apart
And it seems
like the world is crashing at my feet
You like me the best, when
I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me
feel beautiful
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't
imagine how I'd make it through
There's no me without you
No me without you, no no
No me without you
No me
without you, no no… no
Wow, that is so true. I left my heart with him. I spent the entire flight fixing the song and the next thing I knew the speaker come on "would everyone put their seatbelts on, were preparing to land in Sydney." We landed nice and easy and I grabbed my bags and found a cab. Well Sydney here I come.