Authors Notes:

This is my second fic, so I know it's going to suck, but don't let my opinion keep you from reading it! It's RikuXSora with some yaoi-ness and angst thrown in I guess.

Disclaimer: We all know that I don't own Kingdom Hearts...blah...blah...blah

This is told in Sora's POV

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Quote:

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

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I know...I know what it feels like to lose what matters to you most. I know what grabs a hold of the soul and tortures it, breaking it and bending it until there is nothing left but tattered shreds. The thing that shatters it the most is, that I watched him die. I witnessed the destruction it caused him as he morphed into a being he promised me he wouldn't become. He promised me!

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"Riku!" His name filled the darkness of the room as it rang out from my mouth. Another touch. Another moan, and his name fills the air again as his penis hits the most sensitive spot inside me. His hands have wrapped themselves around my throbbing erection to ease the pain that comes from its neglection.

His lips find mine now, dulling my cries of ecstasy that are desperately trying to make themselves known.

"Shhh...quiet now my angel, you don't want them to hear you now, do you?" he whispers sweetly in my ear as my senses go haywire as I near the end.

He continues his series of thrusts and grunts, trying to finish quickly so as we are not discovered. He pumps my penis frantically, and both him and I are just about to jump over the edge. And then we hit it, sweet, sweet release, the most powerful feeling in the world. My vision goes in and out of focus as I ride the waves of pleasure Riku has just granted me, oblivious to Riku's weight on my chest.

"S-Sora..." Riku moans as he carefully slides his length out of my bruised, fulfilled body. He then moves so that he is laying next to me, basking in the after-sex glow. He faces me smiling, but I feel the hot tears trying to force their way out of my unyielding eyes.

"What's the matter Sora?" He asks as he wraps his arms around my body, pulling me closer to his warmth. "Please tell me you're not regretting what we've just done..." he asks, his eyes tell that he's fearful of my answer, afraid of my rejection.

"N-no, the sex was great," I tell him smiling and blushing. It really was. "Promise me..."

"Huh? Promise you what Sora?" Riku asks me, pulling away until he can sit up properly while still being close.

"Promise me, that you won't be lost in the darkness, promise me that you will always be here, promise me that no matter what I won't lose you again? Promise." I told him, sitting up while saying each word until I was nose to nose with him. The truth was I was terrified, I had lost Riku to the darkness before, and I wasn't going to let him do it again. I wasn't going to have my lover pulled from my grasp yet again. No, that wasn't going to happen. But as he kissed my already swollen lips and whispered, "I promise," I knew that I was once again going to lose him. I knew that the darkness was a temptation to him, and we all give in to our temptations in the end.

And I was right.

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Okay then how was that? Reviews are very welcome! Also, I might have a sequel to this, I'm not sure, I guess it depends on the response of this part of it.