Chapter 1 - Running Away

Seeing her lying there on the ground still haunts his every waking hour. How could have ended so suddenly? Time passes so slowly since she was ripped away from him so suddenly. He left the pack and since that day and has never looked back. Everyday he relives the moment trying to figure out what he could have done to save her the day Nessie was taken away from him.

It was a beautiful day at LA Push, A beach on the reserve. Him and Nessie were sitting together talking and taking in the sun. Edward and Bella were coming back from they're trip tomorrow, So this would be the last chance they would have to spend some quality time together. After some serious teasing Nessie got up and dumped a entire bottle of water on him and then ran. Jacob of course jumped up and chased her. They both were deliriously happy and having a amazing time. Jacob couldn't remember how long they teased and chased each other or how far they had gone, But by the time he caught up to her they were no longer on the beach but deep in the woods. They continued to laugh and play, Talking and just having the time of they're lives when Jacob got a overwhelming bad feeling. He told Nessie to sit there; he needed to check things out. He immediately shift into a giant wolf, only to scope the area out, leaving her behind. He couldn't find anything wrong and began to brush off the feeling of paranoia. But when he returned to Nessie he realized where his fear came from. There, Surrounding Nessie was the Volturi. Aro was standing in front of her talking about how glad he was to find her, Making common conversation at an attempt to be polite but Jacob would not be fooled. Jacob immediately charged toward the Volturi only to have Jane quickly stop him in his path. Jacob withered in agonizing pain so intense he was completely unaware of his surroundings. Nessie begged Aro to leave him alone. Aro considered her for a moment, looking at Jacob's withering body. His head gave a curt nodde to Nessie. Calling Jane's name, A amused softness to his voice. Jane looked at her master then down at the withering boy, a sneer on her face and a rumbling growl ever persistent. Jane lifted the invisible vial that linked Jacob to that horrendous pain. Jacob was still taken by the passing pain, His muscles felt like someone was ripping each cord from his body, slowly fallaying him alive. He shook violently. When finally able to focus again it was just in time to see Aro rip Nessie's head off, a horrible screeching sound coming from her mouth. Blood rushed profusely where Renesmee's head once was. it reminded Jacob of those really cheesy slasher films. just like in the movie. Bile started to rise up in his throat at he watched Aro toss her head to the ground, It rolled, nothing but copper curls could be seen, it hit Jacobs bare foot. His eyes locked with her glazed lifeless chocolate orbs, the life and love that once was shining at him not 20 mins ago was completely gone now. Jacob faintly could hear this high whining screech from a far off distance only to realize that the sound was coming from him. He was crying no more like balling, completely and utterly heart wrenching sobs broke from his chest. He could not remove his eyes from her own. it was like they were mocking him, telling him he had failed her. Aro sneered at him and spoke something that was directed to him but Jacob wasn't paying attention. He was to preoccupied watching to group dismember the woman he loved. Watching as four vampires grabbed each limb and run. Detaching her and mangling her. The vampire named Jane took each limb tossing they into a pile next to him. He vaguely noticed a stickiness to his skin everywhere, he looked down and saw red it was blood. Im covered in her blood. that was the last thing his brain was able to form before he was filled with a furry and heart break, worse then anything Edward ever made Jacob feel, worse then any pain Bella put him through, He charged in his wolf form only to be thrown into the grown, leaving in his wake a deep crater, only stopping once the mountain hit his heard profusely heard did he stop. The last thing he saw before passing out was blurry black billowing cloaks disappearing into the foggy forest.

It was dark by the time Jacob awoke, many hours had passed, his skin wet from sweat and sticky dry blood. He sat up, A blank haze to his mind. He scanned his surroundings for a moment looking onward in front of him at the meter like trail. then at himself. Blood and earth were caked to his naked body. There was leaves in his hair and ruble embedded in his scalp. He starred blankly at Renesmee's blood all over him. Jacob's mind trying to protect itself went into this awake coma state, He could see what was going on but could not comprehend it. He held his shaking hands up to his face, just staring at them. not believing that he red stain to his dark mocha skin was really Herblood. At some point he must have grabbed Renesmee's head or body parts in the wake of all the chaos. Tears and sobs alike came from him, Comprehension of what all happened finally setting in. still holding his hands up and historically sobbing Jacob looked over to where Renesmee was next to the beginning of the crator. There laid out as if she was only sleeping was his fiance, Torn apart and replaced back all in the right order. He crawled over to her and reached his hand out to run it through her hair.

Edward and Bella appeared Next to Jacob. He was laying down holding Renesmee the best he could; with her being in pieces. Bella had told Jacob of the vision Alice had. Jacob could not respond before Bella had appeared at Renesmee's side. morning the lose of her only daughter, She knelled next to Jacob. Dry Sobbing at the same time holding Her daughter and son (Jacob) They were to late. There was nothing her or Edward could do now. Edward appeared by Bella's side. He reached out to her and help her up to hold her. Both stricken with guilt for not getting there sooner. Jacob looked up at then. He could not handle seeing Bella and Edward like this and could not get the smell of Nessie's blood out of his nose. He turned back into a werewolf and ran. He knew he couldn't run forever but he also knew if he stopped for too long then the grief and heart ache would find a way to catch up to him. So he continued to run. Until he found himself in a world different then any he has ever known.