Lost But Awakened

by Maria199805

What happens if Dimitri had taken Tasha's offer and left Rose Pregnant, but what happens when she runs away and gets captured. Will Dimitri come back to save his Roza or will he leave her and continue with his life with Tasha's. BEING REWRITTEN

1. Prologue

Hey Guys,

Wow, it has been a while since I last posted a story, SORRY! I have been super busy with school and singing and lots of reading. After re-reading this particular story, I thought I might re-write it. Anyway back to the FANFIC, I hope to update regularly as at the time I have no assessment at the moment! As usual this story will still contain shitty grammar, mild language and some slight romance.

Prologue

Rose POV

Deep breaths, Rose. Inhaling the dark sinister stale air, I could feel the deep sense of heart-wrenching dread sink into the depths of my soul. I could hear the harsh drum like pounding of footsteps approaching the cold and menacing cell I had been trapped within. You never know how stupid and/or idiotic your ideas really are till the moment when all you have, even your humanity and sanity is long gone, down the never ending rabbit hole I guess. Crazy, I shouldn't have never left the academy. I should have just bitten the bullet and taken the blow to my pride. I should have told him, but I couldn't do that to his 'happy ending' no matter what the cost to my heart. However the 'what if's' no longer matter, only survival. Held captive by the sickening and vicious strigoi I have learnt the true meaning of pain and suffering. No longer am I just Rose Hathaway the kickass dhampir guardian in training. I am Rose, the survivor and mother. I never wanted this.

You see this story had started over a year ago. Well, will soon be 2 years ago. I had met this man. Well to me this man was perfect. But then when one loves someone that seems to be the case doesn't it. Since he left with my torn heart to become Tasha's individual guardian and lover, I got sick. Heartbroken, after my first love left me, I thought that I would never be able to love anyone the same way ever again. Everything reminded me of him. So, I kept myself from everyone that tried to get into my life. I had to live with the agonising emptiness that had made it's home within. At first I thought I was just depressed until it wasn't. The child contained within my womb, surrounded inside the depths of my love, it won't ever see the bright magnificent sun that warmed even the most distraught hearts. Laugh as the mistakes of its deep and richly filled life or become the best it could become. I had condemned it to a violent death, just like me.

I will not be awakened, I will not become a cold hearted murder, be strong Rose.

Its time.

STAY TUNED FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER

Maria199805