DISCLAIMERS: Yeah yeah, I don't own Harry Potter or any of the characters blah blah blah... Thought this story is mine, I am not making any money from and I will not profit from it in any way. Though I hope others like it... :)

RATINGS AND SUCH: Contains slash (male/male relationships), POSSIBLY graphic sex scenes and LOTS of strong language... hehe, remember, no flames because I warned you!

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey all, I'm back once again. This time I'm hoping that this will be a VERY long fic. But you never know. I have it all planned out as a long story; I just have to put the words to it! Well, enjoy!

Only you know me Like That

"Moony... Moony love, wake up." Remus Lupin moaned and swatted away the prodding fingers. Pulling the covers over his head he rolled away and curled up around his pillow; still trying to sleep despite the fingers poking him.

"Go 'way," He mumbled, words muffled beneath the blankets.

"I'm back and you don't even want to see me? C'mon you lazy wolf, get up." Sirius Black yanked the blankets from the bed revealing a ruffled looking, pajama clad man.

"I like the new look Moony, messy bed head with pj pants, sexy. I like the no shirt thing alot, you so work that look." Sirius smirked when he saw he was being ignored. Sirius rolled Remus onto his stomach and sat down on his back, pinning him to the bed.

"Umph, get off-" Remus pushed himself up in an attempt to knock the other man off and failed. Suddenly he realized who it was. "SIRIUS!" He twisted quickly so the older man was knocked backwards onto the bed and promptly pounced on him. "Oh Siri," Breathed Remus passionately into Sirius' ebony locks. "You did come back." His arms tightened around his lover while he struggled to understand why he had returned. Sirius chuckled gently, holding tightly to his beloved werewolf.

"Of course I did, why wouldn't I?"

"I thought you had left forever Padfoot. You didn't even tell me you were leaving much less tell me you would come back. At first I was scared when I couldn't find you then I knew when you didn't come back that you hadn't kept your promise. That you had left me like I though you would. We can never work out Padfoot, I'm a werewolf. It can't work." Remus was fighting tears, wishing he were wrong but how could he be? Sirius had left and hadn't come back for over a month. No warning, no letters, nothing. But he's back now, you're holding onto him. Why would he come back if what you think is right?

"Is that what you thought?" Sirius sounded horrified "God Moony, I would never ever do that to you! I love you remember? I can't believe that after all we've been through, after everything we've seen and said, that you would actually believe I left you!" Sirius sounded angry now.

"It made sense to me Sirius. You are all I have left, everyone else died or left so I figured you left too. Think about it, you said nothing about leaving on a trip, not even after you left. I got no note telling me you were coming back, no letters. Nothing. You were as good as gone. You shouldn't have come back Padfoot, you would have been better off if you just stayed away. Oh god Siri, why did you come back?" Remus' voice was strained sounding, as though his words were painful to say. Sirius lay silent for quite a time, arms still wrapped tightly around Remus.

"I came back because I love you." Was his quiet reply. "I love everything about you. The way you walk, the way you pronounce words, the way your hair falls into your eyes when you're reading. How you always drink chamomile tea when you want chocolate but can't have it. Everything about you. Your eyes and your nose, your fingers and how they run carefully down the pages of those blasted books you love so much. I even love your toes." Sirius sighed and buried his nose into the tawny hair he had missed so much while he was away. Remus murmured something that sounded strangely like "...toes?"

"Alright then Padfoot, I know why you came back. Now tell me," He pulled back so he could look into Sirius' stormy eyes. "Why the hell did you leave?" Sirius' eyes widened at the sudden change in tone. Remus' eyes looked like molten gold, furious and deeply pained all at once.

"I... uh...Well, see Moony, Dumbledore needed me to do something for some one and he made me swear not to tell anyone even you and I ended u not even going through with it because I realized what a complete idiot I was to leave you here alone so about half way to where I was going I turned and came back and now I'm sure Dumbledore is gong to fry my ass for it but I'm so glad I did because I'm your mate and you could have died because I left-" He finally ran out of breath and had to inhale deeply; but before he could continue Remus placed two gentle fingers on his lips, quieting him. Smiling now his eyes held passion for the babbling man in his arms, the soul-deep loyalty touched something deep inside of Remus.

"Hush, you don't need to explain anymore Siri. All is forgiven. As you can see I am not dead nor am I hurt, not anymore." Sirius relaxed then looking deep into the amber eyes before him he spoke fiercely with self-directed anger.

"But you could have died! If you had died it would have been my fault and I wouldn't have ever been able to forgive myself. Ever." Remus shook his head.

"No Padfoot. Nothing happened, well that's not completely true. But nothing bad happened so stop blaming yourself for a non-existent sin." Sirius looked at him incredulously.

"You mean you aren't mad at me? You don't blame me for anything? Are you sick?"

"No, I'm quite well thank you. It would be best though, if you let go of me before Isabella returns home. I doubt very much she would appreciate finding me with a strange man in my bed."

"Who the hell is Isabella?"

"I was just about to ask the same question, just phrased a bit differently. Who the fucking hell are you?" Sirius sat up startled and saw a girl standing in the doorway.

"Ah, Isabella, you're home early. Well Sirius, meet my niece Isabella." She was pretty, not stunning but quite beautiful just the same. She looked to be about the height of Sirius' shoulder, and Sirius being rather tall guessed she was to be about five foot, two inches. She had dark curling hair that just brushed her lower back and as he looked at her face he was startled to notice she had the same amber wolf eyes Remus had. She had a pointed chin, a small pointed nose, and long dark lashes, giving her the look of an actual wolf. She wore an almost pore-defining black tank top and black jeans with a black belt studded with blunt metal spikes. She wore bright green toe socks he noticed because she was holding her shoes, black and white Converses. As she moved towards the desk in the corner Sirius noted she was slender and graceful, most likely very agile too.

"Pleasure," He said uncertainly. She raised a dark eyebrow at him and smirked; so near a twin to his own he was startled again.

"Why the hell is he: 1) on your bed. 2) On your bed in your arms. And 3) in this house?"

"Watch your language Isabella. He just so happens to be my... mate so he has every right to be on my bed, in my arms and in my house. Yes may I remind you this is my house and you do not run it. I do." Sirius snorted at the annoyed look on the girl's face, causing her to hone in on him.

"How old are you?" She snapped out, like an order.

"Twenty-eight." He replied just as quickly, not to be outdone by this little girl.

"What's your name?"

"Sirius Black."

"Since when are you his mate?"

"Since we were fifteen."

"Why are you here now when you weren't before?"

"I was taking care of some business before."

"Do you have any family?"

"No, just Remus."

"Why?"

"Because they either died, disowned me, or are in Azkaban in which case I disowned them."

"Why did you choose my uncle?"

"Because I love him."

"Are you actually his mate or just think of each other as such?"

"His mate."

"Are you a murderer?"

"No."

"Assassin?"

"No."

"Thief?"

"No."

"Suicidal priest after world domination?"

"You watch too much TV."

"Are you?" She insisted.

"No, how much longer-"

"Ok, you're alright then. Nice to meet you." She walked briskly from the room leaving Sirius gaping after her completely stunned. Remus chuckled gently.

"You'll get used to her eventually Padfoot. It takes a while but you'll get over it."

"So... she's your niece."

"Apparently so. I had an older brother who was bitten by a werewolf and he in turn bit me. He also bit his daughter, Isabella just a year ago cursing her as well. Soon after that Reilly, my brother her father, was killed but a demon hunter and Isabella's mother decided she didn't want to live with a werewolf as a daughter. She gave Isabella to my parents knowing they would know what to do. Well my parents are getting old enough that they couldn't take care of Isabella, not to mention they hadn't enough money to do so either. So here she is. I took her in because she had no were else to stay and because if she had been put in a orphanage or some such place she would have surely killed many, and cursed many others."

"Remus, isn't this girl a bit too much to handle? I mean, she's the exact opposite of you as far as I've seen other than her being a werewolf too. Moony, god, she's got your eyes! Did you see?"

"Yes I know, all werewolves have wolf's eyes, ranging from golden brown to orangey in color. She happens to be a direct relative of mine so naturally we would have similar eyes. She is a bit of a rebel and she is stubborn, rude, obnoxious, and pretty much impossible to deal with. Hey Siri, you two should get along just fine." Remus laughed. "No, no maybe not. She might become too much of a competition for you." He laughed again.

"Ha ha, very funny Moony, I do not in any way see that little punk as a threat. She is annoying where I am not, she is short where I am not, and she is pretty where I am not. I am instead," He leapt off the bed and struck a pose, one hand on his hip the other behind his head. "A drop dead sexy man." Remus rolled his eyes and walked out of the room leaving Sirius still posing, stopping at the edge of the stairs he looked down at his toes and wiggled them. Even my toes. He smiled and walked down to the kitchen to make a large cup of chamomile tea.

Chapter two will come out soon! I had all those other fanfics already written but not this one so don't get mad if it takes longer to publish these chapters than it does for the others did. Much love!

Poet