A/n: I own nothing but my plot!

Disclamer: I don't own Twilight… I'm not Mrs. Meyers. Haha

Chapter 1

Edward left me… He was just gone. Just like that I was unwanted and unneeded. If he could leave me just like that, there's no way that he ever cared about me as much as I did for him. I couldn't force myself to comprehend emptiness I was feeling. My whole entire life would be affected because one person decided to be selfish and walk out. I sat there for a long time.

**Flashback**

We were going to my house after school as was our routine. We would go in, he'd watch me struggle through my homework, and then we'd watch TV until Charlie got home. Edward would find a way to get out of dinner, and leave to go back to his house. I would spend time after dinner with Charlie. After Charlie was went to bed, Edward would sneak in my window and hold me as I slept.

I could tell that something was wrong with him ever since his brother had tried to suck me dry, literally... Well, I guess that I should explain. Edward and his family are vampires. Some of them have 'special' gifts. Alice can see the future and Jasper feels the emotions of those around him. Edward reads the minds of those around him, which is what caused him to be interested in me. My mind was completely blank to him. He was intrigued by me because he had to guess what I was thinking about.

Alice threw a birthday party for me in September and it went well until I got one little paper cut. Jasper couldn't resist the smell of my blood and tried to attack me. Edward defended me, but I was injured in the process. I could see in his eyes that every time he looked at me, he felt guilty. He had been reserved and barely even kissed me all week.

"Why don't we take a walk?" He asked when we got back to the house. I couldn't quite tell what it was, but something seemed off.

"Okay" I said happily, trying to make things lighter. We started walking into the foliage. I reached for his hand, only to be denied. At my questioning look, he turned away from me. He stopped at a clearing that was just out of sight from my house.

"We're leaving," he said, with a downcast look.

I smiled at him. Finally I would get what I wanted, immortality! "Okay, where are we going?" I questioned with a smile

"No, Bella, we as in my family and I," Edward stated, the whole time grimacing in pain. After that I went numb.

He had the balls to ask that I do my best to stay away from anything dangerous. I, of course, played the obedient pet and nodded. After that promise, he turned and left after one last lingering kiss on my forehead.

**End Flashback**

I decided that it was time do something drastic. I wanted immortality and I was going to get it, no matter the price. I began walking towards Charlie's. When I got back to my house, my dad was home. I told him that I stayed after school to work on a project so that he wouldn't be suspicious of my late return. Edward used to believe that I was a bad liar, but that just goes to show how little he knew me. I made Charlie his favorite, Grandma Swan's Stroganoff. I felt lighter and freer than I had the whole time that I was dating Edward. I took advantage of my last night with Charlie and had a great time laughing with him. We did the dishes and even watched a baseball game together. When it was time for bed, I told my dad good night for the last time.

"Good night, Dad. I love you, " I said as I hugged him for what seemed like the first time in years.

I could tell he was happy about all the effort I was putting in to be a good daughter.

"Night Bells. I love you a lot," Charlie replied with his comforting smile.

I went up to my room and packed a quick bag. I figured that I didn't need much because my plan would either end with my death or a new, better life. I knew it would kill Charlie, but I hoped that he would be able to move on with time. He had been seeing someone behind my back for a while, so I hoped she could help him get over this. I went to bed with a smile on my face.

A/n: I hope you enjoyed it. All I need is one review to keep going. It's my first story so cut me some slack. Haha. Well, review please ~Trisha Black-Cullen;D

A/N 2: I hope you enjoyed the re-edit. I couldn't let the story be such a letdown when it could easily have been done better. Thanks for the time spent reading. I'll update as quick as possible! As always, have a marvelous day.

A/N 3: I'm thinking of writing a sequel, so I decided a second revision was in order. Hopefully in the five years since I wrote this, my writing has improved at least a little haha. Please tell me if there has been any improvement. My goal is to update at least once a week!

Yours truly,

~TRISHHH-FISHHH (for the third time)