Bottled Up Emotions
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER IN ANY WAY
Summary:After Goblet of Fire Harry starts to realize that he when from celebrity to the most hated kid on earth. One night in his room he writes in his Journal explaining everything in one single poem.
Harry Potter had come back from dinner very annoyed by the whispers and stares from all the Hagwarts students. Since Ron and Hermione had gotten into another fight, Harry thought he was not up to it and left to the Gryffindor corridors. As his feet moved on the cold marble floor Harry thought about the Journal Professor Trelawney had given them as homework.
"Well..it is about my dream might as well write something worth reading. Unless i want to get bad marks in my O.W.L'S"
With that in mind he reached the painting of the Fat Lady and told her the password. As he made his way up the stairs to his room he saw Fred and George putting more fliers about wanting people so they can test their candy. Opening the door to his room he sits in his bed and takes out the journal out of the drawer.
He lays down and starts to write as his face shifted from anger to sadness, and from sadness to annoyance. At the end of the last sentence Harry thought that he had made a poem instead of an entry.
And this is what he wrote:
Bottled Up Emotions
Perfect life is chosen for me
Since the day I was born
'Till my last day of school
Everyone sees me
Whispers behind me
Of how much they hate me
And whole heartedly despise me
Every adult protects me
Defends me
And avenges for me
Never asking me
If for once I can do it myself
But they are all being ignorant people
Shoving aside every word I say
Death surrounds me
As I fight for my life
Every obstacle getting harder than the last
I am different than everybody else
Surviving every single curse that is placed upon me
Surviving every hit
everything that comes my way
But me and Ron are always together
Hermione as well
A perfect circle that symbolizes our unity
As one person
One soul
One life
Together we will forever strive
Unexpected twists
are always in my life
Who dies
Who comes
Who stays
Who goes
But I'm always there to take the lead
'Cause I'm the only one
That can finish this Job
But I'm growing weary of this stuff
I'm just a teenager
With so many things in top
One day I will finally drop
But inside I know
I need to continue
To do my parent's Job
He looked at his work of art and stared at it as if it was going to bite him some time soon. Harry was confused by the use of his own words and decided that no one was going to see this journal.
"The last thing i need is for Ron to tell me I have become just Hermione"
And so he placed his Journal again safely inside his drawer oblivious to the fact that Herminone was reading his stuff while he slept.
Author: I know i sucked but this is my first one and well i wrote this poem while i was reading Order of the Phoenix and I just felt so sorry for our young hero. I think if i was at Hagwarts i would have zapped all the people...HAHA!.