Disclaimer- I do not own DBZ or any of its characters.
`Wishing it was' is copy right of eagle-eye cherry but I do own both of his
CD's. There is no profit being made off of this so don't bother to sue.
Warning- OOC at time (maybe always), YAOI if you don't like
that kinda stuff than don't read this, tinny bit of violence.
This is my first DBZ fic as well as my first songfic so
please be kind. Also please R&R ^_^ thanks.
By: techychic
Email: techychic02@yahoo.com
AIM: deadgoddess165
Archive: sure just email me please :)
Wishing It Was
{Beauty and grace is what touches me most
Good times can put me in fear
I always feel safe when things are bad
So I cannot let you come near}
Vegeta was standing by the shore of the beach, eyes closed,
the low tide of water came up to his feet. He could feel Kakarotto coming to
him, he tried hard to ignore the feelings the other Saiyan brought out. He
could remember all of their sparring sessions in vivid detail. The almost
ethereal grace of his moves as he avoided my hits, the scent of his skin as he
flew past me.
{It seems that I thrive on the dark side of
things
I always feel alive when the death bell rings
Now you have come and bring out the tears in me}
No, I cannot think of him this way, I never thought this way about anyone.
Besides, we are both married him to that greedy bitch Chi-chi and me to that
loud mouthed shrew Bulma. I wonder when I became so emotional; I once was the
perfect warrior cold and heartless.
{Pain never makes me cry
But happiness does
It's so strange to watch my life walk by
Wishing it was
Wishing it was more like a fantasy
Where everyday surprises me
Wishing it was}
I keep repeating the
day that Kakkaroto bared his soul to me over in my mind, during our last
training session...
///Vegeta blocked a
blinding secession of punches from Goku. Something seemed to distract the
larger saiyan, and Vegeta quickly pressed his advantage attacking him with much
fury. Goku's eyes widened as his mind was brought back to the present by a
brutal blow to his back. Face down on the ground unable to quite grasp his
present situation, his mind and heart raced as his body was continually beaten.
Vegeta stopped his continual assault on Kakarott and grabbed he arms and placed
his foot on Goku's back and started to pull. The popping of bones could not be
heard as Goku screamed in agony.
"Please Vegeta stop, I love you please stop!" Vegeta froze, but he
did not let go of his arms. "Vegeta please if you ever loved me please
stop!" Vegeta released his hold, Goku's arms dropped limply to the ground.
Vegeta took a few steps back then he was gone leaving Goku behind///
{This feeling won't last
Cause I can not survive
I tell you I've been here before}
Yes, I Vegeta Prince
of all Saiyans admits to being apprehensive, but only about what could happen.
I can't go on living this like this, I feel like I'm torn between two worlds,
one of denial and depression and one that could mean love and happiness
forever. But do I deserve that happiness?
{When it's movin' this fast
It's a matter of time
One of us walks out that door}
It's all moving so
quickly what if it doesn't work out. Our friendship will be destroyed along
with my soul. Or will I be the one to break your heart by walking away from
you? No that I would never do.
{It seems that I thrive on the dark side of
things
I always feel alive when the death bell rings
Now you come and you bring out the tears in me}
Just like me to look
at the negative side of this. In the past all that it took to make me happy was
to see suffering and death. But when you were killed in front of my eyes it was
like a slap to my face tearing me out of my world. Now your standing before me
wiping the tears from my face.
{Give this some thought
And I'm sure you will know
This is the way it must be}
"Vegeta can't you see this is supposed to happen," Goku whispered
softly as held the smaller man close, one hand stroking the others dark hair.
"I love you so much Vegeta" Goku pulled slightly away form Vegeta
"I know how you feel so I don't need an answer back." Goku lightly
kissed Vegeta on the cheek tasting the salt of his tears.
{Emotions will rise
Emotions will flow
You bring out the
tears in me}
Yes this is where I belong in his arms. Vegeta captured Goku's lips in a searing kiss and then pulled away. "You may not need to hear it, but I need to say it" he looked into Goku's endless dark eyes "I love you Kakarotto." And this time it was Vegeta who was kissing the tears away.
The End
^_^ Techy