Thank you for starting to read my story if you see this. I write this story on my free time (which isn't much) I'll update when I can but thanks for your patience. Chapter 1 and 2 is sort of boring but it explains my character Crysline. Edward doesn't show until Chapter 3.
Prologue
There are only two guarantees in life. Your memories and thoughts. There is no doubt that a brain thinks, its thoughts and opinions reflecting on the
emotions and events taking place. The feeling of happiness results in thoughts of joy that is almost naive because at that moment that's the only thing
that matters. If anger fills you, the thoughts will be bitter, cold and vengeful. Memories also reflect emotions. What you remember can set how you feel for
the rest of your life. Thoughts of the past is the foundation of your actions of the future. Yet they say the past should be left in the past. If past memories
are forgotten ( purposely ) then they show cowardice because you truly haven't learned from are therefore blinded by it. They said that our thoughts
should kept private because they are unstable and rapidly changing therefore they are inaccurate to what is really going on. And though I agree with this, to keep things
hidden is to cause pain and to be paranoid. The fact that someone might find out keeps you secluded. It happens to the strongest of people but if you
can live happily with parasite secret surely your strong too. I used to think that thought and memories was what made us human , kept us alive. I
found it logical since humans can live without limbs and organs and beside the heart , you are dead until you brain is in no use. Like I said, logical right?
Of course this doesn't apply to me anymore. Yet I feel the same as I always did. Yet slightly more cold , stronger and beautiful (we are all made that
way). My thoughts and memories can go back to when I was born , yet my life didn't start there. My life began moment I felt confidence , dominance
and most of all free. Free to make my own choice and consider no one else. You see before my life began , a puppy was being neglected. Kept inside
away from other dogs being thought it was safe. Being send to obedience training to calm them and make it forget its nature. When it all began , that
same kicked puppy grew into a pit , clam when it wanted , aggressive when necessary. It is because of my past memories that I chose my lifestyle and
when it began. My confidence began with my piano. My dominance began with my intelligence. These two things led me to my freedom, the start of my
life, the day I met him.