I know I know everyone does this song, but I was listening to it and I thought of it from this perspective. Just hope you guys like.

This is my very first Song Fic and I hope you guys like it! I'm going to be taking request. Any song ever made, you ask for it I'll write a song fic for it. Promises. Right now I'm keeping them to just Twilight or Harry Potter Fics, thanks!

Song: Decode – Paramore

Character(s) – Jacob about Bella

Setting: Just after New Moon.

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight
all the time

I couldn't think straight, her scent still lingered in the air and her words still hung in my head. I couldn't decide what was right like this. I don't think I'll be able to win this one.

Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

She was mine, has been for the three months that leech decided he didn't want her. But how could I own her again if she's still switching sides? She was mine, now she says she isn't, she's chosen Him. I really look stupid moping over her. But I won't let her do it, I can't have her, at least I will be able to keep my pride. I was Jacob Black; I wont let her do that to me, not this time.

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

I can't stop myself from thinking, we were amazing together. We knew each other so well, it was impossible for this to go wrong. So how did we get here? Why am I in so much pain when she's joyfully with the bloodsuckers?

The truth is hiding in your eyes
and it's hanging on your tongue
just boiling in my blood
but you think that I can't see

I remember when we said goodbye. When that little leech came and ruined everything. I looked into her eyes, trying to show her how much pain she was causing me, and instead I saw the truth. She didn't want to leave me, she would rather have her "personal sunshine", she didn't want me too see that, but I did and I wanted so bad to tell her that, but I just couldn't. It was hanging on my tongue; boiling my blood, but I couldn't make those words come out. Because I know how much the truth can hurt, and I still couldn't put her through that.

What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own

God, what kind of Quileute man am I? Can't keep the one thing that matters to me with me. I can't go to my brothers with this, they'll kill me; she isn't even my imprint. They don't understand, I'll have to figure this one out on my own.

(I'm screaming, I love you so)
On my own
(But my thoughts you can't decode)

But she should've already known this. When we were together I was practically screaming how much I loved her. Every thought in my head would've told her that, but I guess she just can't decode my thoughts.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

I'm going over it, I knew her, this shouldn't have happened. But those leeches couldn't leave well enough alone. I think that's it, maybe I finally know.

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

I wonder if she sees. If she sees how much she's hurt me, if she sees how much she's hurting herself, how foolish she's made both of us look. If she truly is blinded by His stupid sparkling skin, then what will happen when she finally does get it; if she ever gets it?

How did we get here
when I used to know you so well?
How did we get here
when I used to know you so well?

Damn bloodsuckers. I blame them, I really do. That little psychic, that blonde thing, and the worst one; mind reading depressant. Had to go and try to kill himself. Every thing was fine until they got here.

I think I know
I think I know

That's what it was. That's how we got here. To this point where I'm feeling some of the worst pain that has ever existed. How we got to this point that after I tried so hard to be exactly what she wanted, what she needed, and He comes and is perfectly everything she could ever dream of. That's it.

There is something I see in you
it might kill me, I want it to be true

But I still remember the look in her eyes, her scent is still in the air, and I still hear her voice in my head. Maybe I'm just imagining this. But it was something I saw and I want it to be true so bad. So what if it kills me.

Okay party people! There you have it, my very first Song Fic! Yeap, okay now you get to request, go ahead leave a review with your request ot your honest opinions. Thanks.

Loves.