A Man Scorned Parts 1&2
by Emi-chan
Warnings:: Sex change, a lil lime, sad, dark, The equivlent to a Zero System Quatre.
Do not read if you can't take Yaoi, het, or my twisted mind. I'm NOT responsible for you reading this.
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I am alone.
Quatre has Trowa, and Trowa has Quatre. Everyone can see the love the two have for each other. It's impossible to deny. I'm glad that they are happy with each other.
Wufei..... stills mourns for the dead. I sometimes worry that he will never get over what he had, but I think he is moving on. It will just take some time for him.
Herro. Oh god... Herro... I ... he.... I never could have won. It was impossible. It was never to be. He.... he.... he loves her. I thought that I had a chance. I mean, he was always threatening to kill her, and she was always being so damn annoying. I didn't think he actually cared for her. But..... I accidentally walked in on them today. They were on the couch making out. I stood there for a moment just watching, not being able to comprehend what was happening. Once I snapped myself out of it, I quickly backed out of the room. They never noticed I was there.
I'm now in my room. I hastily throw my clothes and belongings into a black duffel bag. Tears threaten to spill out of my eyes. I can't cry. I won't let myself cry. So I let anger take me. It is better than looking weak. I mean I AM a gundam pilot, for god sakes. We are supposed to be ruthless killers. Fighting a never ending struggle. We are supposed to be machines, to do what the programers say and nothing else. But I can't help it. I am human...... or at least I was once.
Almost running down the hall, I pray that no one sees me. But does God listen? Hell no. That would be too much to ask for the almighty one. First Wufei sees me, then Quatre and Trowa see me as I'm about to reach the door. Fine they've seen me. Might as well make a good exit. I throw open the door and slam it shut behind me, hoping it desturbed the bitch and he fun.
In the back there is a motorcyle. It isn't that great but it will serve it's purpose. Putting on the helmet, I secure the duffel bag into place and get onto the bike. With a roar it comes to life, and a burn out and onto the highway.
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Quatre watches Duo burn out of the drive way, "What was all of that about?" He asked the two behind him. Trowa shrugs and says nothing, while Wufei headed for the living room.
"I have no clue..... Oh my God......" Wufei could only stand there as he saw the two figures on the couch doing more than just making out.
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It had been a few months since the incident. First thing that they had done was to throw both Heero and Relena out. But this was really pointless because They ended up having to work and live with Heero later. So after a long talk, Heero finally was able to explain himself. All the others argreed that his excuse was feesable, but downright stupid.
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"Go away Relena." Heero tried to shut the door before she tried to come in.
"But Heero," Damn she got her foot in the doorway, "How do you know you love him and not me? How do you know you don't like girls better than guys?"
This caught him. He hadn't ever actually tried being with a girl or a boy. So he really didn't know which he liked better. All he knew was that he loved Duo for him, not anything else.
"Heero.......... Heero......" He had spaced out.
"Hn. What."
"Just give me a chance. Just let me show you what it feels like. If you don't like it, I'll stop bugging you. I won't ever bother you again."
This totally appealed to him. The little clingy girl finally letting go of him. He weighed his options, and decided that Duo would understand. So Heero let Relena in and showed her into the living room. They sat down on the couch and Relena turned to him, cupping one side of his face with her hand, and landing a gentle kiss onto his lips.
Heero didn't know till later but Duo chose to step into the room only seconds into this.
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Everyday since then Heero had been at his laptop almost constantly. Waiting for a message that said Duo wanted to talk, or that he was coming back, or anything. It was killing him inside, but all he got was an occasional mission.
Sitting down at a desk which now had the privlage of holding said laptop, Heero turned on the power and waited for it to connect. As soon as it did he found there was a new mission awaiting him. He decided to read on.
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Quatre watched from the cusioned chair he sat at, as Heero's eyes went wide in suprise. "What's the matter Heero?" Bad blood still ran between the four from what happened with Duo, but they had learned to calm down and relax in order to once again work as a team.
"A mission."
"Yes....?" Quatre wanted a bit more info than that.
"For the five of us."
At first the statement was regarded as if norm, but as time moved on it sunk in. "WHAT??" Quatre almost jumped out of his seat to go look at the computer screen.
"It says that we are to go undercover at an OZ run school. There are..."
"I don't wanna know about that," Quatre said harshly, "Get back to the part about Duo."
Heero was one of the only unfortuneate souls alive to know what the true wrath of a pissed Quatre was, and if at all possible he was going to stay as far away from that as possible. "It says that Duo is already at the school undercover. Once we get into the school, Duo will contact ...." he looked at the name as if the most foreign thing ever. "Wufei??"
"What else?" Quatre wasn't as suprised at the name as Heero was, but it was unusual.
Reading through some of the details of the mission he came upon something stranger than anything else, "If any of us aproach, contact, or look for Duo before having expressed permission from Duo; the doc's will have no control over any harm that is to come to us." 'Why would they do this?' He thought to himself.
"That can't be right." Quatre searched through the mission details only to find that Heero was speaking the truth.
The two stared at the screen bewildered, not being able to say anything about it.
by Emi-chan
Warnings:: Sex change, a lil lime, sad, dark, The equivlent to a Zero System Quatre.
Do not read if you can't take Yaoi, het, or my twisted mind. I'm NOT responsible for you reading this.
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I am alone.
Quatre has Trowa, and Trowa has Quatre. Everyone can see the love the two have for each other. It's impossible to deny. I'm glad that they are happy with each other.
Wufei..... stills mourns for the dead. I sometimes worry that he will never get over what he had, but I think he is moving on. It will just take some time for him.
Herro. Oh god... Herro... I ... he.... I never could have won. It was impossible. It was never to be. He.... he.... he loves her. I thought that I had a chance. I mean, he was always threatening to kill her, and she was always being so damn annoying. I didn't think he actually cared for her. But..... I accidentally walked in on them today. They were on the couch making out. I stood there for a moment just watching, not being able to comprehend what was happening. Once I snapped myself out of it, I quickly backed out of the room. They never noticed I was there.
I'm now in my room. I hastily throw my clothes and belongings into a black duffel bag. Tears threaten to spill out of my eyes. I can't cry. I won't let myself cry. So I let anger take me. It is better than looking weak. I mean I AM a gundam pilot, for god sakes. We are supposed to be ruthless killers. Fighting a never ending struggle. We are supposed to be machines, to do what the programers say and nothing else. But I can't help it. I am human...... or at least I was once.
Almost running down the hall, I pray that no one sees me. But does God listen? Hell no. That would be too much to ask for the almighty one. First Wufei sees me, then Quatre and Trowa see me as I'm about to reach the door. Fine they've seen me. Might as well make a good exit. I throw open the door and slam it shut behind me, hoping it desturbed the bitch and he fun.
In the back there is a motorcyle. It isn't that great but it will serve it's purpose. Putting on the helmet, I secure the duffel bag into place and get onto the bike. With a roar it comes to life, and a burn out and onto the highway.
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Quatre watches Duo burn out of the drive way, "What was all of that about?" He asked the two behind him. Trowa shrugs and says nothing, while Wufei headed for the living room.
"I have no clue..... Oh my God......" Wufei could only stand there as he saw the two figures on the couch doing more than just making out.
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It had been a few months since the incident. First thing that they had done was to throw both Heero and Relena out. But this was really pointless because They ended up having to work and live with Heero later. So after a long talk, Heero finally was able to explain himself. All the others argreed that his excuse was feesable, but downright stupid.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Go away Relena." Heero tried to shut the door before she tried to come in.
"But Heero," Damn she got her foot in the doorway, "How do you know you love him and not me? How do you know you don't like girls better than guys?"
This caught him. He hadn't ever actually tried being with a girl or a boy. So he really didn't know which he liked better. All he knew was that he loved Duo for him, not anything else.
"Heero.......... Heero......" He had spaced out.
"Hn. What."
"Just give me a chance. Just let me show you what it feels like. If you don't like it, I'll stop bugging you. I won't ever bother you again."
This totally appealed to him. The little clingy girl finally letting go of him. He weighed his options, and decided that Duo would understand. So Heero let Relena in and showed her into the living room. They sat down on the couch and Relena turned to him, cupping one side of his face with her hand, and landing a gentle kiss onto his lips.
Heero didn't know till later but Duo chose to step into the room only seconds into this.
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Everyday since then Heero had been at his laptop almost constantly. Waiting for a message that said Duo wanted to talk, or that he was coming back, or anything. It was killing him inside, but all he got was an occasional mission.
Sitting down at a desk which now had the privlage of holding said laptop, Heero turned on the power and waited for it to connect. As soon as it did he found there was a new mission awaiting him. He decided to read on.
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Quatre watched from the cusioned chair he sat at, as Heero's eyes went wide in suprise. "What's the matter Heero?" Bad blood still ran between the four from what happened with Duo, but they had learned to calm down and relax in order to once again work as a team.
"A mission."
"Yes....?" Quatre wanted a bit more info than that.
"For the five of us."
At first the statement was regarded as if norm, but as time moved on it sunk in. "WHAT??" Quatre almost jumped out of his seat to go look at the computer screen.
"It says that we are to go undercover at an OZ run school. There are..."
"I don't wanna know about that," Quatre said harshly, "Get back to the part about Duo."
Heero was one of the only unfortuneate souls alive to know what the true wrath of a pissed Quatre was, and if at all possible he was going to stay as far away from that as possible. "It says that Duo is already at the school undercover. Once we get into the school, Duo will contact ...." he looked at the name as if the most foreign thing ever. "Wufei??"
"What else?" Quatre wasn't as suprised at the name as Heero was, but it was unusual.
Reading through some of the details of the mission he came upon something stranger than anything else, "If any of us aproach, contact, or look for Duo before having expressed permission from Duo; the doc's will have no control over any harm that is to come to us." 'Why would they do this?' He thought to himself.
"That can't be right." Quatre searched through the mission details only to find that Heero was speaking the truth.
The two stared at the screen bewildered, not being able to say anything about it.