Hey Guys...here´s the first chapter
Chapter 1: Big Night
Dougie´s POV:
I woke up that morning to my daughter Adrianna´s cries. I got up from the bed and slowly walked into the nursery not lifting my feet as I took the steps. As I reached the nursery, my 2 year old baby girl was standing up in her crib crying softly. "Dada," she whimpered as she noticed me. "What´s wrong with my princess?" I asked looking at her as I picked her up. "Me not sleep no more," she told me and smiled her beautiful smile that she´d clearly inherited from Maria. In the 2 years that had gone by since Maria had left us here, Anna had started to look more and more like her. Christopher on the other hand looked a lot more like me. He still had Maria´s blue eyes, though.
That night was a big night for Danny. He was going to be performing in Pop star to Opera star. The whole band was going to be there for him to support and see him as he performed. Danny did really well actually and I think we all were very proud of him and surprised to hear him sing opera, I don´t know if that was just me though. As we all had congratulated him after the show had ended, I got more and more depressed as I wished Maria could have been here to see this. Danny would have wanted that too. "Are you okay?" I heard a familiar voice ask. I looked up to see who it was, and saw Frankie, my ex-girlfriend. I faked a smile at her and shrugged my shoulders. I hadn´t foreseen the movement when Frankie hugged me in a friendly way. It felt kind of nice though. I felt less sad and depressed for a moment. After we both had pulled back, we sat down and talked. It was nice to talk to her again; it had been a really long time. I didn´t see if everyone around us were still there but I didn´t really care. "Do you want to come with me home? Just for a drink?" Frankie asked when we´d been talking for like 15 minutes or so. "Erm…sure," I told her with a smile. We drove in my car to her place that wasn´t that far from the studio where the show was recorded.
I woke up the next morning with a major headache. I was surprised to find Frankie in my arms. We were both naked. I tried to think what the reason was for this but I couldn´t think of anything other than the headache. I groaned and got up from the bed without waking Frankie up. I found my boxers on the floor and put them on before walking out of the bedroom. I walked into the kitchen and drank some water directly from the tab. I walked around the flat. Apparently we had started to take our clothes off when we have played some kind of game – I could almost guess what had happen; Strip poker. "God, you look like shit", Frankie said, while standing in the door with my t-shirt on. "I had forgotten how good you are in the bed!" she smiled. "What about I'm making you coffee and you can call the guys to tell them you're not coming today, and we could hang out in the park, talking, you know having fun, like the old times." Well, the last thing I wanted to do was going to the studio and I knew she was my ex but it was so long time since I've been together with a girl and I guess I'd still have some kind of feelings for her. "Sure," I told her. The rest of day we hung around in the park, feeding Ducks and enjoying the lovely weather. Frankie was such a sweet person and I loved being together with her but what I liked most about her, was that she did not remind me of Maria in any way. "So, what does this mean to us?" she asked me. I had no idea what to answer. What did this mean to us. "Erm…Well, the guys and I are going to US the next two weeks" I said, trying to read her face. "Wow, so what are we going do" she said turning around so we were standing with our faces against each others. "We could email." I said trying to sound like it was normal. "Email?" she asked sceptical. "Yeah, email and call. Beside we have to be away from each other, just to see if the feelings are real – well, for my part." She nodded and gave me a quick kiss. "I think I have to go now. Have a good trip. See you." and then she was gone. I could not believe myself. Was I already in love? Being together with Frankie was fun and very easy but I couldn't stop thinking how Maria was, had she found another guy or did she still miss me, like I was missing her? I was afraid she didn't – but I'd never lied to her, she was the love off my life and I could not understand why God had taken her away from me.