Im back from my holiday and here is another of my (crappy) fic. Mesa really happy ^.^ ive got Kindom hearts for my birthday which coincedently is the may day bank holiday ^.^ No school, but when i get back, bloody S.A.T.s

Ryou's P.O.V. just after Bakura gets banished for the first time in the duelist island arc. Shounen ai of corse.

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It hurts. I cant bare the feeling of being a half again. The pain of knowing, he's gone. My yami, Bakura. He may look like me, but we are different in meny ways. He is taller, not by much though. but he has to slightly bend down when he kisses me. Yes, we are in a relationship, he's my soul mate the other half of my soul. I love him so much it would hurt if he left the room, not to mention school.

Oh Gods, why did he have to challenge Yugi's darker half to a duel,plus angering him by locking Yugi-tachi's souls in the cards. Sure he put mine in a card but I wanted to help him. I know, shy little Ryou Bakura helping his yami. But something, was getting to him, and he lost control. I had to save him from whatever had him, the shadow realm. but Yami no Yuugi had to banish him.

I didnt want that to happen. I didnt mean for him to go, what's this, I touch my face and water, running down my face ........Im crying. How long as it been since I cried, Amane, on the worst day of my life, July 19, the day my little sister died, the day my yami gets banished. Why do the gods hate me so? two of the peple I loved, gone one the same day. Double the death, double the pain

Yugi keeps giving me strange looks. He must of heard me crying at the river the night of the ninetenth. I bet he would expect me to be glad to be free of the 'evil' spirt of my sennen item. oh my, I dont want to cry anymore please just let me be in peace. I cant take it anymore please jsut let me be complete. But i can not talk to Yami no Yuugi, Yugi doesnt even know about him.

How could anyone not notice they have been completed. To have both halfs of a soul together. The feeling is unimanginable. To finally be together, never to be split, but [I]he[I] found a way, not knowing it hurts so much. oh Dear gods of the other worlds, please bring my yami back, some how, any way, i just want my Bakura back.

I sound possesive, but wouldnt you? to have your other half, with you. to be complete. He is mine just as much as i am his. He drove meny people insane, when they tried to take me away from him. If anyone touched me, flirted with me, even tried to talk with me, they would be sent to the shadow realm that very day. But i didnt mind, i would laugh if he came home covered in blood, because i was with him....

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there you go, what Ryou felt at duelist kingdom, a b-day prezzie for me self ^.^ Even if my B-day was 3 days ago ^.^;