My Dear,
I heard a quote the other day, it said, "Im not sure which is worse, to be completly destroyed by some one you love or to completly destroy someone who loves you truly." I know how how both feel. I regret every action I havé made against you. When I think of you, I feel everything... I feel the love I havé for you, the regret of hurting you and the heartache you inflicted up on me. My heart, I feel, is constantly ripping from my chest.
When I think about you, I feel physically sick to my stomach and NO amount of time will change that. I feel sick because of the heartache I havé forced up on you. You were the light of my life, the only thing that made me hold on to Life. With those few words that rolled unstoppingly off my tongue, I destroyed us both. You have no idea how I regret that action. My love, you're still my everything. My sun, my air, my whole life. My life is nothing with out you.
Remember my Dear, you will never be alone. I will always be yours, if you ever need a hand to hold, or open arms to hold you, just call on me and I will be there. We have been best friends since we were children, I will always need you and love you. Just remember you are my EVERYTHING.
Yours always...