All I want for Christmas is you
*set in season 4. Rachel has not seen Finn for a few months and its Christmas Time in New York.
*I do not own the music for Glee if I did finn and Rachel would never break up
Rachel's Prov:
Its Christmas time in New York and not what I would have thought it would be like. I always thought that Finn would be right here by my side. Right now I'm heading home to Kurt and Blaine (they had gotten back together) to celebrate and put up the tree. Since Blaine is spending his winter holidays here in New York. Don't get me wrong I'm happy they got back together. It's just sometimes I feel like the third wheel seeing how happy they are makes me miss Finn even more. It's been 5 months. Since, we last talked to each other. Right before I came to New York with Kurt. And I walk around New York and see all the happy couples and it just makes me sick to my stomach. All I want for Christmas this year is Finn. I want to be back in his arms. You see before I left the last time to come back together Finn and I well we made love to each other. But we didn't realize that the condom broke.6 weeks later after Finn had left I found out that I was pregnant. Kurt's been great. He can't wait to spoil his little niece. And has been urging me to tell Finn before little Emma comes into this world and graces us with her presence. But I am just afraid that he will say that I trapped him. And that was the last thing I was trying to do. But who knows if I will. Either way Emma Lilly Hudson will always have me and Kurt.
I start to sing as I turn the corner:
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I remember how we were last Christmas in the Choir Room at McKinley. How it still makes me smile. I close my eyes and I am still there. But I know that is not my life anymore.
I just want you for my own
More than you can ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you
I imagine what life would be like if I had told him. But alas it is not for me. But I do realize that it is only a matter of time before he finds out. I am only delaying the inevitable.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Under the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow and I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I turn down onto my street and it starts to snow. I can see Kurt and Blaine hanging the mistletoe at our front door. (They live in the suburbs outside of New York City).
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do?
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You
Oh all the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me to the one I really need?
Won't you please bring my baby to me?
I get closer to the house and see a truck that looks so familiar but at the same time do unfamiliar.
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
I get a closer look. Not to mention that Finn is standing in the doorway to my house. I should have known that it was Finn's truck. I put a hand on my belly. I felt my baby girl kick. She knew that something was bothering me. I knew Kurt did this so I would finally tell Finn. Everyone, even the New Directions knew. They had promised not to tell Finn until I was ready. But I wonder what he was doing in New York.
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you can ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby
I pulled into the driveway next to Finns' truck. And sat there for a few moments. Unsure if I should enter my own front door.
But I am not a coward so I take my keys out and walk into my house. To where Finn Christopher Hudson was. To find out the answer to my question. Why was he here in my house? Did someone tell him?