Tasogare ni Se o Mukete-
Wildwolf: Ok, I'm doing a songfic in Hiei's POV! It's to Tasogere ni Se o Mukete, Turn Your Back on the Twilight, sung by Hiei's seiyuu. I don't own anything! Shounen ai, kinda... err, Hiei-kun returns after a long time, is about to tell Kurama, but doesn't! Isn't it cute the way he tries to not admit his feelings?
Hiei: Baka! Omea o kurusu!
Chibi-chan: Ack! Wildwolf-chan, stop! I think he's serious!
Wildwolf: Relax, mou hitori no ore, he won't kill me! Kurama wouldn't be happy bout that!
Hiei: **flushes and gives the most kawaii embarrassed face**
Kurama: Hiei-chan! **huggles him**
Wildwolf: See?
Chibi-chan: Ceel-sama...? I suggest you not talk.
Ceel: Ne? Oi, Hiei! She's writing a fic about you again? When're you gonna tell your friends bout your relationship? I mean, it's obvious!
Hiei: KI-SAMA! OMEA O KURUSU! BAKA TENMA! Yokoshima yasha...
Ceel: NANDE KUSO?! I AM NOT A GIRL! YOU KNOW I AM NOT A bleepING GIRL! I'm a demon, but not a female demon! GR! **chases after Hiei**
Wildwolf: LOL!
Hiei: Wait, this is Wildwolf's fault...
Wildwolf: 0.0 **shuts up**
Ceel: Yeah!
Wildwolf: Kuso! **run**
Chibi-chan: **sigh** My Yami. Sometimes... **shakes head**
Kurama: Hai... **groans**
Ah...machikado nagareru hitonami ni
Ima sakarau you ni
Aruiteku hitori
Ah...the crowds flow through the city streets
Now, as if to defy them,
I walk through them alone.
Ningenkai... too crowded by... stupid ningens. How can Kurama live with all of this, he himself being a youkai? All the hustle of this city, so noisy. All the people talking, laughing, smiling... so annoying!
And here I am, walking through it alone, as if I repelled them with my ki itself.
Not as if they'd notice if I did.
Toi hibi miushinatta
Taisetsu na ano egao o
Mune ni kizande
That treasured smile that
I lost sight of long ago
Is slowly fading in my heart.
It's been a while since seeing... him. So long, really. I remember his smile so well, his glowing emerald eyes. They used to hold so much love and compassion for me, though it was subliminal. He didn't know he gave me those looks, it just happened. It took me a while to figure it out myself. The way the light shined in his eyes was like twilight in the most beautiful night sky.
And now they're just fading from my mind.
Never give up kanashimi ni
Kokoro o tamesarete mo
Ikutsu mo no toki o koe
[Never give up even when your
Heart is tested by sorrow.
Overcome everything.]
It's been too long; I want to see my kitsune again. I won't give up in finding him, and I won't give in until I tell him... everything.
This world is an obstacle. Everyone and everything is in the way of finding him.
Is this the correct way? Yes, I can feel it in my heart.
I suddenly remembered the way. It had been long enough for the way to become faded. But suddenly, I could see his house, see his bedroom window, just like before.
Never give up kaze no naka
Tasogare ni se o mukete
Doko made mo tadoru no sa
Lonely Way
Never give up. Standing in the wind,
Turn your back to the twilight.
It will take you anywhere,
This lonely way.
Yes, the old tree in front of his window. I sprinted up the tree and stood on the branch there. The wind ran its way through my hair as the moon silhouetted my form through the window.
Yes, I saw his form in there, lying down obviously.
Darekano yasashisa ni omowazu
Kooeta kimochi ga
Yureta sonotoki mo
Hitomi toji tada tsubuyaku
Nukumori wa sou ore ni wa
Niawanai yo to
Even when your frozen feelings
Are unexpectedly shaken
By someone's gentleness,
Close your eyes
And just mutter
That warmth doesn't suit you.
I was about to enter through the always-unlocked window, but stopped.
Wait, what if he doesn't remember you? What if... What about the promise you made unto yourself?
Never feel emotions, never feel for another being besides myself, and Yukina when the time called for it.
"Warmth doesn't suit me..." I shook my head as a single tear fell.
Never give up yume dake o
Ima wa dakishimenagara
Unmei ni michibikare
Never give up ate mo naku
Tasogare ni se o mukete
Mirai e to aruki dasu
Lonely Way
Never give up. Hold close
Nothing but your dreams,
And let fate guide you.
Never give up. Without any expectations,
Turn your back to the twilight
Walk towards the future
On this Lonely Way.
The tear became a jewel. I sighed as I held it, and then set it on my kitsune's window pane. He'd find it in the morning, with all hope.
I'm sorry, kitsune. Just know I was here and haven't forgot you. Sayonara, for now.
I sprinted away, leaves only rustling slightly in my wake.
Never give up kanashimi ni
Kokoro o tamesarete mo
Ikutsu mo no toki o koe
[Never give up even when your
Heart is tested by sorrow.
Overcome everything.]
The next morning, Kurama awoke to his mother's calling.
"Shuuichi!"
"Hai, okaa-san." He got up and opened the door. "Ohayoo."
"Ohayoo Shuuichi." His mother gave him a light kiss on the cheek and went on with her work.
He closed the door and started changing his clothes. Looking out the window, he saw a small jewel on his window sill. Opening his window slowly, he took it and looked it over, recognizing it almost straight away.
A tear from a Koorime.
"Hiei!" he yelled out his window, though he knew it futile. "Hiei... you were here, after all these years. Why didn't you stay? Why didn't you wake me and tell me? Why did you cry?"
He himself shed tears of salty water, playing streams down his soft cheeks.
"I love you."
Not happyful ficcie... but hey, I almost never do actual happyful fics anymore. Well, hope you enjoyed the fic, and if you can find any site where you can download the Yu Yu songs on Real Player, tell me, k? The only one I've heard has been Kurayami ni Akai Bara.