I wish it were true,

I wish you were dead like they said

But…I know you're not.

You're somewhere in space in

Another place with you're friend,

The dog, the kid, and the girl…that girl who is she.

Do you love her?

Did you forget about me?

Are you with her now?

Is that it you leave me alone and find another?

If it is I just what to let

You know I still love you and I miss you,

And I will forever until the day we can be

Together again, talk and make up…

Make up, that reminds me I have something else

I want to say because this

Could be my last day…I'm sorry.

Sorry for ruining you're life

And killing you so many times,

Sorry for falling in love

With you and giving in to my self.

Please forgive me,

Show me a sign that you still care. I'm

Going crazy without you.

Life…has not meaning. I'm running on a track

To nowhere, driving a car to

Nothing. Please…please

Stop this pain call me, write me, see me, help me.

I love you….forever.