The cold,night breeze hit against my face as I leaned against the ships crying and i have been fighting alote been getting very today,we'd just come from class and this guy came up to ask me a i could even try to answer him Cody had but in and told him to he did, after giving each of us a dirty look.I tried to talk to Cody about what had just happened, but he just stalked off.I really dont know what to do anymore.
"Bailey?"I hear someone say from behind me.
I turn to see Zach standing behind looks like he's just gotten dirty blond hair all ruffled and his eyes drooping slightly.I turn my attention back to the ocean, hoping that he would just leave and let me be chances of that happening disappeared when he came to stand beside me by the railing.I turn to yell at him but found that I beautiful brown eyes are staring bach at me and I lose my train of thought.Did I just think that?I shake my head to get the thought out of my head.
"Zach what are doing here"I ask trying to keep his attention off me.
"I couldnt sleep and decided to go for a walk"He said."What about you?"
"I couldnt sleep either"I said hoping hed by it. He gave me his signiture look to let me know that he didnt.I let out a sigh before giving into his stare."Cody and I have been having troubles doesnt trust me around other guys .He has become so posecessive .I dont think i can continue to date someone who cant trust me."
"maybe you should break up with him"zack said simply.
"I cant just break up with him,its not that easy"I say looking at him like hes crazy.
"Let me guess you think it isnt easy because you love him"He said looking at me for comfirmation.I just looked down in response .He nodded in understanding before continueing."Its not about whether you love him or not ,its about whether or not you can see yourself being with him."I felt tears form in the corners of my eyes as I thought about what he said .The truth was that anymore I couldnt .At the beginning our relationship it been great but recently it has become I do break up with him i'd end up hurting him but if I dont then im gonna hurt way one of us is going to end up in does love have to be so deficult.
"maybe youre right"I mumble under my breath.
"I'm glade you see it my way"zach says smugly.
"Thanks for listening zach .I really needed someone to talk to."I say shyly looking down.
"Hey"He says putting a finger under my chin lifting it so our eyes could meet."Thats what im here for"
I open my mouth to reply but the words stick in my lost in his eyes , the beautiful brown chacolate color.I lift my hand up to pull his away from my chin but he just intwines them with breath hitches as I realize how close we are.I can feel him leaning in .It takes everything in me to take a step disapointed,that I know for sure,but I know that he also understands.
"come on"He says tugging on my hand pulling me along with him.
"where are we going?"I ask but not stoping him.
"We're both tired and I know that we wont be able to sleep without someone there to talk to if needed"
"But what about Marcus what if he wa-I manage to say before he puts his finger to my lips.
"Do you trust me?"He asked softly.
I stopped to think about it for a I trust him?I thought bach to when i'd just gotten on this ship and he'd kept my identity a secret from everyone , even cody his own ,twin,brother.I nodded up to him and he smiled before leaning down and kissing my was a short kiss but sweet and sparks spread from my face and down my spine causeing me to made zachs grin to grow ammensly.
"good"He whispered to me before guideing us to the boys section of rooms.
