Last Night...

"Hey Sam?", Ike looked at me with something on his mind. We just finished watching a scary movie and it was time to go to bed, although it was only 2 A.M. This was the first time in awhile since I've seen Ike, so he invited me over to spend some time with him before his "crew" came back from causing trouble, mostly excluding Marth from the group of guys who create the most drama... he just gets dragged along. Anyways, my senses go back to whatever Ike wanted but frankly, I have no clue what this dude is about to ask me, but I just hope it's nothing ridiculous.

"..Yeah?", my tone fills with curiosity, and I just so happen to feel his warm hand grab my own, pulling me closer until my body touched his defined, and structured chest. Wrapping his muscular, toned arms around me, he plants a trail of kisses on my neck, navigating to my ear, as I softly hear his rough, and attractive voice in my ear.

"Stay with me tonight...", he cooed seductively, while my ears rang-taken aback by surprise. I feel my face becoming hot, but luckily the room was dark so I'm just hoping he didn't see... otherwise I would never hear the end of him and his laughter. My initial urge was to shove him away from me, however I knew that even if I tried, Ike wouldn't budge, so here I am... standing here helplessly. The only action I could do was to respond, but I can barely do that as of now.

"W-What..?", my words stumble upon themselves, and I become embarrassed. I can't even think right now, and all he does is sexily chuckle as if he's got me triggered. I really hate him sometimes. I couldn't look at his face, since that would just cause my heart to beat fast. I sense him staring at me, analyzing my facial expression, but I didn't care, I was just hoping that I could get away with what I was doing... but unfortunately for me, that quickly came to an end when he maneuvered my chin upwards, forcing me to look at his luscious, blue eyes.

"Look at me baby..", he commands for me to give him my full, undivided attention, but I really didn't want to. It was dark, and nobody was around. What the hell was Ike trying to do? Unknowingly, he answers my question as if he knew what I was saying to myself.

"Sam, I just want you to sleep with me... we haven't seen each other for nearly two weeks and it's been driving me crazy. I know..I know that you and I both have things we need to take care of.. but right now, I just want you to myself. I hope that's not too much to ask for, is it?"

As he says this, he gives me this certain stern, yet lustful look that never fails to make me lose all of my confidence. His eyes shift up and down with certainty, and curiosity causing my throat to become dry, and my heart to stop beating. All of my control is lost, and I give in to his will.

"Ike, what about your friends? If they come back here and see us sleeping together, then what would they think?"

My voice becomes lower than usual, as I am unsure about whether I should really spend the night with him. I hate this feeling. I hate how my heart loses control whenever I see him, hear his name, or hear his voice. I hate feeling subconscious about how I look just because of this "relationship" I have with Ike. For so long, I've denied our true relationship status in the public. No, I am not ashamed, but I am afraid. I am afraid to fall in love, but I guess it's too late. It has caught me.

"...Who cares about what they think? Sam.. this is me and you. Stop focusing on what everyone else may think about us. I know it's hard to believe that we're dating sometimes, but baby I swear you won't regret it. I'll do everything to make this relationship right, and as of now, I just want to make sure that I wake up with you beside me. It's a man's dream- to see their lover beside them in the exact same bed as them..."

I study his eyes, and he studies my heart. I can't help but to say yes... I've had these same damn feelings for so long, and I guess he has a point. I can't believe this shit..I'm just so screwed.

"Yeah..yeah..you're right. I'm sorry, it's just I'm still shocked I guess."

It's been nearly a year and I still have these feelings for him. One would think that the feelings subside after a year of dating, but in my case, my feelings have only gotten worse when I'm around him. I used to really hate this guy, and...now.. I just fell so deep for him. My heart has been so cold for such a long time... and I haven't felt loved for nearly three decades..

"It's okay Sam..I completely understand, but everything is going to be okay.. you have to trust me. Alright?" He grabs my shoulders, and I nod in confirmation and certainty. He shows his pearly whites in return, and leads me to his room.

It wasn't the first time I've seen it, as I have gone in here many times... but tonight was different. I was actually going to sleep with him..ugh.. what the fuck is going on anymore.

I sit down on his bed, as he sits next to me. Doing so, he places his delicate lips on my own ones, inserting his slick tongue in my mouth. I feel him laying me down on one of his soft, red, satin pillows, and we battle once more. I hear myself moan uncontrollably as he tries to tame me. I can't help myself... it feels so right. So damn, fucking...good...