Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Harry Potter.
The air is filled with a strange fragrance, a mixture of cherries and blood. It's comforting and stomach churning at the same time.
He wants to run far away from this place and these people which is funny because for years this was all he dreamed about. However, in those day dreams he never had to kill or hurt anyone.
No, in those he was powerful and respected, far too late, he realized that was it just a childish illusion.