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Sydney's pov

I just stared at him. I couldn't move I couldn't think straight all I could do was stare into those beautiful green eyes, shock was writen all over his face he was shocked at my reaction and the venom in my voice. I wanted to run, I needed to get away from him and his intence gaze. My brain was screaming at me to run but my feet wouldn't move. Adrian's eyes became weary as he slowly took a step towards mebut with that one step the trance broke and I found I could control my body again. I took a step back over the threshold I looked deep into his eyes for the last time before quickly turning and running down the stairs. I was four steps from the bottom when I tripped falling down the stairs face first, with a deafening crack my forehead connected with the last step. The side of my face scrapped on the bitchemen at the foot of the stairs, the pain was beyond painful my head was throbbing as I picked myself up and staggered in the direction of latte. I heard Adrian's appartment door slam hard as I reached my car. I flung the door open jumped in and floored it down the street, I was furious and disgusted at myself for kissing him back was it just because it was my first kiss or was it because it was Adrian the funny, caring, beautiful over protective guy. No not guy vampire. He is a vampire. I told myself firmly. I was staring out the windscreen of latte but not really seeing where I was going,I blinked purposfully and rubbed my eyes. My eyelids were sticky with the blood running from my cracked forehead. By the time I got back to Amberwood the blood was still pouring from my head,I sat back in my seat gathering my thoughts before heading to my room. I snuck back into the dorm building past the dorm matron and up the stairs I reached my floor and headed for my room my head down not the rise suspicion. I pushed my door open dumped my bag on the floor before I noticed Jill sitting on my bed glaring daggers at me. My brain slowly ticked over putting together the pieces of the puzzle Jill saw what happened through the bond! and judging from the furious expression on her face she wasn't happy with the way I had handled it. I walked past her not really wanting to have this conversation with anyone let alone a angry Jill, I headed to the bathroom without saying anything I knew she would burst soon I just had to ride the wave out. My own anger had subsided by now, I glanced in the bathroom mirror out of instinct and was shocked at how much blood had ran down my face I grabbed a wash cloth and started wipping away the blood. I saw Jill stand up and stalk over to the bathroom door I knew it was coming so instead of turning to her I continued whipping my face.

"How could you?" Jill screamed at me "How could you do that to him?"

I didn't respond finding it completely useless to even try to plead my case to Jill she was to angry to listen now.

"Did the Alchemists put you up to this? Huh?" She continued not even giving me a chance to respond if I wanted to "Did they tell you to rip him apart so much that it would make him do something stupid just so you could punish us all?"

I spun around at that my anger flaring up furiously "How can you even say that? I've done everything absolutely everything that any of you have ever asked I've driven you where ever you want to go, I've put my important projects aside to take you to the mall. I've given Adrian everything as well." I screamed back at her completely losing myself to the anger throbbing in my heart. Jill's eyes went wide with suprise that I had yelled at her but within a second they darkened to the absolute rage that I saw earlier.

"F*** you Sydney your the most selfish person I have ever met you think your life is so hard. you try living my life for one day and see how bad it really is." and with that she stalked out of the room slamming the door so hard behind her that the walls shook.

I glared at the door furiously before whirling around and stared at myself in the mirror for a minute my eyes were black with rage. I couldn't stand to look at it anymore, before I knew what I was doing I brought my fist up and punched the mirror. It cracked with the force but that wasn't good enough so I punched it again and again and again until it shattered completely but I still couldn't stopped I was just so angry about everything. I started throwing everything that I could get my hands on when I was to exhausted to continue and my anger had disipated I collapsed on the floor tears leaking from my eyes and blood seeping from the deep laserations on my hands. I cried for so long that my head throbbed so badly that it felt like i was continuously geting hit over the head with a bat. I climbed up off the floor and staggered to the bathroom for some asprin. I took the asprin before peeling my bloody clothes off and climbed in the shower. I sat on the floor and let the warm water wash over me, I watched the red water cyclone down the drain.

I clammered out of the shower as the sun rose over the horizan, I climbed over items in my recked room to get to my wardrobe I pulled out my uniform before turning to the second mirror I had in my room. The slit in my forehead stuck out so brightly it distroyed all her other features, the skin on the side of her face was ripped up so deeply that my tattoo was undistinguishable. The fact that I no longer held the brand of the Alchamists stirred something deep inside me, did this mean that I could possible be able to leave them.

"Can I really do that?" I asked my refelection "Can I leave my family? Can I let Zoe take my place?"

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