Could Things Have Been Different?

Hello. I just watched Secret Window for the second time. That was a freaky but great movie. If you ever saw it you should. If you didn't, don't read because this story gives something away. I was thinking about the scene when Amy asks Mort if things could have been different if they had the baby. I wanted to write a short piece on what I thought was swirling around in Mort's mind. Here it is my second fan fiction. R&R please –Tiny Dancer8 -

"Could things have been different if we didn't lose the baby? Amy's voice wept over the phone line. That damned key lime green phone. I wish I could unplug my hate as easy as I could unplug that phone. If I could do that, my mind might get some much needed rest.

Amy. I still love you and always will. I have always loved you more then I loved myself. Amy, Amy that name brought so much inspiration to me. So much. That name meant a pat on the back when I finished the pieces of crap I wrote for a living and a word or so of criticism.

Now you are reason I spend my days on the coach. You are the reason I lye in your old Technicolor bathrobe. I spend my days now dreaming away of a life just out of reach. It is a life just out of reach for the both of us.

Amy leave him and come back to me. Save me from this madness. Only you can stop it. As a writer there are no words that I know of that can describe the battle I feel raging inside of me.

It is proudly too late now. The gun already has the bullet in it. The gun just needs to be shot and it will go off. No stopping it now. Time is such a stupid thing. I wish I could make up for loss time with you.

"What no" I said. It wasn't the baby Amy. Heck, I don't even think it was you. It was me. It was me all along. It was me that started this battle and now I have to be the one to finish it.

Hey I hope that wasn't a waste of your time. I just can't believe Mort (Johnny) is all that bad. A one shot that I thought I had to share with you. Thanks for reading. R&R-Tiny Dancer 8