Title: Scared and Alone
Author: vanessawolfie
Beta: hildigunnur
Word count: 249
Type: poem
Rating: PG
Pairing: Posted as Harry/Ginny but can really be anyone with the right back round story.
Warnings: Suicide talk (minor, vague and not really there), angst, douche!Harry, not really a happy ending, just resolve.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or the character displayed there. JK Rowling owns them. I'm fine with that :D
Notes: I wrote this a while back (means like two months ago or later) but now I wanted to post it and asked hildigunnur and bleedforyou1* to take a look and tell me where/which pairing it fitted. They both said Harry/Ginny so I'll post this like that. If you want you can imagine it's someone else. Happy reading (although that'll probably not come true as it's angsty as hell).

Scared and alone.

You make me cry,

It's not a common thing to see.

You take it lightly,

But that's not right.

I've wanted to write this for a long time,

Now I've finally done it.

You made me cry,

And it's not a common thing.

No one takes it lightly

'Cause it's not right.

You take it like a misplaced punch;

Laugh – and continue like nothing happened.

My friends warned me.

But don't they always?

I thought you loved me,

But I guess I was wrong

I still can't believe it,

But I will in time.

Living has never been a question -

Until now at least.

But still I know,

If I stop that -

You've won

If I stop living - you've won

You've never made this easy,

So why start now?

You've left me a hundred times,

So why feel guilty now?

You've always broken my heart,

So why stop now?

I've loved you through it all,

But now I've stopped

My life has been you -

For far too long.

Please don't make me say -

'Leave me alone'

Although you pushed me away;

I can't help but feeling a little guilty,

Now I've finally decided;

to stop and leave for good.

You've left me before,

But then again, you always came back.

It wasn't because you loved me,

Needed me or cared for me.

It was because you needed to be needed,

Needed someone to worship you.

Now I've stopped and you're left-

Scared and alone.