It's been a year Josh, I really really miss you.
They say you're safe now, in a beautiful place called heaven.
We had your favourite dinner tonight
I ate it all up... Even though I don't like carrots
I learned how to dive this summer
I can even open my eyes when I'm under water
Can't you see me?
Your daughter started Kindergarten this year
She carry's around a picture of you in her Blue's Clues Lunch Box
You would have been the greatest Daddy
She can swing on the swing by herself ...
Even though she'd prefer you pushing her
Can't you see us?
I miss how you used to tickle me
Tickle my belly
My belly hurts
I try not to cry
Buffer says it's okay
I know you don't like it when I cry
Now I know what it means to be sad
I try Josh but it hurts
When I know you're not coming home
Maybe some day
I can visit you in Heaven okay?
It's time for me to go to bed now
I sleep with the light on. Just in case you come home, and kiss me good-night.
I love you so much.
I miss you Josh.