Title: Just Maybe
Author: Kori/justagirl8225
Pairing/Character: Diva/Undisclosed
Disclaimer: I own not.
Rating: G
Summary: She really didn't want to, but she did it anyway
Spoilers: Pffft
Warnings: angst
Notes: Heh, drabble fic that wouldn't get out of my head so.. yeah. not sure if there will be any follow up to this or not. Originally written with Lita in mind, but I guess it could apply to any diva...
I don't want to regret this—but I know I will.
I really don't want to hate you—and somehow I doubt I ever will.
I don't want to leave tonight—but I have to.
It's better this way.
It's better for both of us, this way.
Or so I keep telling myself.
Maybe it's selfish, for me to wait until you're sleeping.
Maybe it's cruel, for me to wait until I think you won't notice.
Maybe it's wrong, for me to even think about doing this.
It's not that I want to do this, but I have to do this.
In order for me to live, in order for both of us to function? I need to walk away from you.
And that's almost funny, isn't it?
I had always thought, you would be the one to walk away. To give up without a fight.
Maybe we were just fooling ourselves from the get go.
Maybe we lied when told each other those romantic sentiments.
Maybe we just weren't meant to last this long.
I would tell you that I'm sorry for doing this.
I would tell you that I still love you and that I always will.
I would tell you that I'll miss you and that I hope you'll miss me too.
But that would require me waking you up.
And you look so peaceful right now, so content with the world.
That's how I want to remember you, so I'll walk out.
I'll leave you to your dreams, to your what ifs and could have beens.
I'll leave you to your fantasy while I face reality.
And maybe, just maybe, one day we'll meet again.
- FIN -