This is my first story, so please be gentle. Takes place sometime in season three I guess. If it was on House it may be in my story. I can't really tell you what will be in it yet and what won't.

La Vita ed il diario Isabella e Daniela Cameron (The Life and Diary of Isabella and Daniela Cameron)

Prologue

Cameron stood staring out the window at her brothers' house. Rain pelted down outside, and she could not help thinking how appropriate it was.

Her parents used to tell her that the rain was angels crying for the lost people. People, who had been hurt, people who had lost their trust in God, or people who were unable to cry those tears for themselves. Cameron was one of all of the above. She had been hurt, no longer had faith in God, and refused to cry for herself.

When she had lost her husband she had learned that crying a lot just gave you a headache. Sometimes it helped, but others you just had to get on with life. Tears were good but only for so long. She had learned that a thick skin was needed in life.

Her arms cradled her sleepy daughter and as she rocked the almost four year old into a steady slumber, Cameron hummed.

She had no idea what had possessed her to pick the song she was humming, but now it was stuck in her head and hitting a little close to home.

The two of them had left about six weeks ago, and Cameron was still working on getting back on her feet. The fact that there was another tiny life growing inside of her was a slight problem at the moment.

She was excited about the baby, but she was alone and raising a daughter by herself already. Two would be a lot to handle. At three months pregnant, life would be getting harder soon.

When she had woken up craving pretzels, cherry Gatorade and greasy food she had known. Even before the test was taken, she had known. But, the morning sickness would soon be gone which was a relief.

Especially because soon she would be a working mom. At least she knew what would happen after she had the baby. Sebastian Charles was a gem. She had taken him up on his offer and had joined Doctors Without Borders.

She could take care of her children while traveling and doing her job. Seeing the world was something that she had always wanted to do. Sebastian had assured her that the two girls would get the best education each area had to offer. She could also teach them what she wanted to.

She had known that it wouldn't last, she had known the moment she had found out she was pregnant the first time. The second baby was a secret. Still, there was a part of her that wished it wouldn't have happened.

"Mama?" Her daughter lifted her tiny head from her mother's shoulder.

"Why doesn't daddy love us anymore? Why'd he make us go away? Is it because of the new baby?"

"No, it's not. He doesn't know about the new baby. Remember, I found out after we left. I don't know why he wanted us to leave sweetie. I just don't think that he was ready to be a daddy." But, her baby, smart already, frowned.

"He didn't want us. If he doesn't want us, then I don't want him." Cameron opened her mouth.

"I do too mean it Mama."

As her daughter collapsed in tears on her shirt, Cameron could do nothing. It was true. Her father hadn't wanted them. Instead of lying to her daughter, she gently swayed, singing now, her clear soprano voice quiet in the still night.

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

What did you think? Please review. The next chapter should be up tomorrow later in the day.

Thanks! Jess