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Crystal Tears
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto...dammit...
Chapter One: Impatience…Not Ready
----GRADUATION DAY AT THE LEAF VILLAGE NINJA ACADEMY---
Sakura took her diploma with an enormous grin on her pretty face. The sky was crisp and blue above her head, as roars of content cheered for her as she smiled and walked off of the stage.
To the stands, Sakura's bright green eyes scanned from each one of her friends, and then slowly to all of the grinning senseis, whom were extremely proud of their achieving pupils.
Heading back to her own seat, Sakura saw Naruto cheering for Hinata wildly in the stands, and she also saw the man she had once loved so, Sasuke, he had small smirk of satisfaction on his face. Sakura sighed. She had done it. She had gotten through all of her training, and graduated.
She felt tears of bliss filling her eyes.
Sakura, was now 17, and after seven long years of hard training, she was now a true ninja.
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After several more hours of diplomas being given out, the final one was finally received. And now everyone, sensei and ex-students, were all saying their goodbyes on the enormous grassy lawn.
There were many tears. It was true, they would all likely see each other again, but they were adults now, all of the graduates. They had their own lives to live and make, and likely wouldn't see their old sensei's and companions again very soon…either from death on a mission, or something else untold.
Glancing above the taller heads then hers, Sakura looked around for her old sensei. Hatake Kakashi.
It wasn't long before a large silver spiked head popped up above the crowd. Sakura smiled gently and jogged over to him. Sasuke and Naruto were already there with him.
" Sakura, there you are. I was beginning to think you'd just gone and left without a goodbye first." , Kakashi chuckled as she stopped in front of him.
"Yeah right sensei!", Sakura breathed, putting her arms around Naruto and Sasuke's necks and leaning in on them.
"Ah, I'm not your sensei anymore Sakura.", Kakashi replied, smiling his crinkle-eyed smile.
"True true!", Naruto spoke up for Sakura, putting his arm around her waist playfully, Sasuke did the same.
The group let out a laugh, even Sasuke had broken from his emo shell, and let out a meek chuckle.
They all talked for over an hour, of memories, and what they all had planned for their lives ahead. It was when Naruto broke the happy chat, to say that he had to leave, when Sakura, burst into tears.
"I-I know that we'll see each other again, Naruto, Sasuke, and you too Kakashi!…b-but still, we've all been through so much together! And now it can't happen anymore! It's all over…", she cried, wiping the tears from her eyes.
"Don't worry, you're right Sakura, we'll all see each other again, but maybe even sooner then you think.", Kakashi put a comforting hand on her shoulder.
Sakura sniffed and looked up at Kakashi's comforting face. She nodded quietly, and then spun around to Naruto, embracing him in an goodbye enormous hug.
Naruto couldn't help blushing a tad bit as he returned Sakura's first ever real hug towards him. After releasing Naruto from her embrace, Sakura then turned to her left, and repeated the hug with Sasuke…who in return, hugged her slowly, and quietly back.
Finally Sakura released Sasuke as well, and allowed her two ex teammates to shake hands and say their farewells with they're old sensei…because after that was finished, Naruto and Sasuke both left in opposite directions, leaving Sakura with Kakashi.
"Well…",Sakura sighed, a couple strands of her hair hung softly above her forehead, "I guess this is goodbye…"
Kakashi remained silent, as Sakura quietly put her arms around his neck, letting her head rest on his collarbone. His arms reacted and slithered softly around her waist, "Sakura..", he seemed to all about breath down her neck.
"Yes?", Sakura asked softly, her voice tearful, and she pulled away from his embrace.
"You've…grown.", Kakashi almost whispered, as though someone would hear him, although they were about the only two left in the entire grassy field.
Sakura's emerald eyes glistened with emotion, as Kakashi continued,
"The first day that I became your sensei…I wasn't sure if you could ever make it as a ninja…in fact I was almost positive that you wouldn't. But Sakura, you have proven me wrong, dead wrong."
A small smile appeared on Sakura's cheeks, as Kakashi still went on, his voice smooth, and soft, frightened…
"Sakura…it's been since you were 16..."
Sakura's eyes blinked and she looked up at him, puzzled, "..What?"
The look in Kakashi's eye was like a dagger through Sakura's soul, it searched deep within her own pupils for undefined truth of how she felt in return, no matter how she would answer him.
"I'm sorry if this information…'scares' you Sakura…", Kakashi apologized quietly, "but I won't lie to you, you've grown into a beautiful ninja, and woman. I have only held these…feelings, back until this day, because you were too young before."
Sakura's mouth opened and closed, her wide stare never leaving Kakashi.
Was this some kind of joke?!
He HAD to be pulling her leg!
Someone like Kakashi Hatake could never actually be saying all of this to someone by the likes of Sakura Haruno!…
"Sakura, I will understand if you don't feel anything, like I do…and again, I apologize, but please, say something."
Oh…God.
It took Sakura a bit more time to get her words together, but finally she choked, "Ka-Kakashi, I'm sorry."
Then Sakura ran. She didn't know why she ran, maybe it was from shock, or possibly embarrassment? She had no clue, all she new was that she had to get far away from the man who was once her sensei. For now at least. She had to have a little time to think about this…
Kakashi watched as Sakura as she finally disappeared into the distance. Would wait for her? No matter how long it took?…Although at the moment…his heart had been torn into pieces for the very first time…he really wasn't sure if he would...
Love was a word that Sakura used, everyday in her life. But, not in the sense of "Oh, I absolutely love your shirt!", or, "I love that movie!!" Sakura used the word 'love', with true meaning. Sakura used the word 'love' whenever she looked into his dark eyes.
Or when he would kiss her with great depth, hold her tightly in his arms. That's when Sakura used the word 'love', when it was truly called for.
Sakura loved Genma.
It was as plain and simple as that. Sakura loved Genma, and would rarely ever use the word 'love', unless it was appointed directly to him.
So much, did Sakura care for this man, that she thought she could give up all of her ninja training, and forget nearly everything that she had learned, for him…
- - -
"Genma..", Sakura whispered into his dark oak hair, embracing him tightly, "I love you, you won't forget that, right?"
His arm around her slender waist, Genma smirked, "Babe, you tell me that at least ten times a day, how could I forget?"
Genma was 25, Sakura was now 18, and although she was still young, Sakura had been together with Genma for almost a year. She loved him. Period.
"I-I know..", Sakura said timidly, embarrassed for her childishness, "But it's true…"
Genma chuckled pitifully, she was so young. He pulled her in for a quick kiss on the lips, "Well Saku babe, if you love me so much then why wont you sleep with me?"
Sakura looked hurt, they've gone through this many times before.
"Because I told you I'm not ready!", Sakura snapped, on the verge of tears, pulling out of Genma's grasp. He glared, and grabbed Sakura's arm forcefully, pulling her back into his arms.
"Sakura you don't need to be a bitch about it!", he snarled, looking annoyed.
"I'm not being a bitch Genma!", Sakura glared, struggling to escape his grasp angrily.
Finally freeing herself, Sakura stormed for the door.
"Sakura stop overreacting damn it!", Genma called after her as she slammed the door to his apartment shut in his face. Punching a rather large hole in the fragile wall of his apartment, Genma mumbled under his breath, "Stupid bitch, she'll be back…"
- - - - -
Sakura was frustrated as she flung the door open to her beat up car.
"No means NO for God's sake!", she whispered under her breath angrily. Genma had asked Sakura to sleep with him at least five times a month and it pissed her off.
Sakura started the car with great force and sped out of the parking lot in a huff.
Too pissed off to consider the radio, Sakura drove home within ten minutes, stormed up the driveway and slammed the door to her apartment shut.
Didn't Genma have the sense to know not to pressure Sakura into this?! My God he was so insensitive!! I mean, they had been together for almost a whole year and he still insisted that they had to have sex, no matter how many times Sakura denied it with intense force!
Sakura kicked one of her couch cushions and glared at the picture of Genma on the coffee table. But suddenly her gaze softened.
But one thing Genma said did make sense, if she loved him so much, then why wouldn't she have sex with him?
Maybe…she was ready? I mean, she did love Genma dearly, and she just could not stay mad at him…he just wanted to move they're relationship to the next level, right?…
Nibbling on her lip slightly, Sakura picked up the cordless phone.
- - -
The phone rang to Genma's apartment, stumbling from the couch, Genma pounced for the phone, he knew who it would be.
"Hello?", he smirked into the phone, his eyes seemed to let off a red, malicious glow.
"Genma?…", Sakura's voice was timid and sorrow-filled on the other end of the line.
"Yeah?", he answered in a smart-allic voice, leaning against the wall.
"I-I'm sorry I overreacted…and I've decided that .."-Sakura hesitated- "I'm ready."
It was gold to Genma's ears, he grinned hungrily, he knew that if he asked and pushed it long enough he could get her to say yes, "It's alright Sakura, babe, I forgive you. See you tonight?"
There was a brief silence on the other end on the line, then a quiet answer, "Yes. I love you Genma."
"Heh, love you too babe.", Genma smirked both devilishly and triumphantly, as he hung the phone up and tossed it on the couch.
- - - - -
Sakura rang the doorbell to Genma's apartment. The door opened eagerly and Sakura was greeted by Genma's smirking, handsome face.
"Hey babe, I knew you'd see it my way sooner or later. All you needed was a good push in the right direction, if you know what I mean.", Genma chuckled deeply, as Sakura smiled slightly and entered through the doorway, which Genma closed and locked as soon as she was all the way in.
Before Sakura even had a chance to slip off her shoes, Genma had grabbed her arms and pulled her lips onto his, wrapping his arms around her lower waist, eagerly fiddling the buttons to her shirt.
"G-Genma, hold on a second!", Sakura mumbled through his sloppy kisses, pulling out of his grasp.
"Sakura what is it this time?! Christ!", Genma sighed out of frustration and glared at Sakura.
"Well can you let me at least take my shoes off before you crawl all over me?!", she gave him a hurt look, "This will be my first time you know…I want it to be special.."
Genma glared for another brief moment, before sighing and answering, "Whatever.."
Sakura then was able to take off her shoes without hassle and put her purse by the door.
Sighing slightly, she and Genma then walked down the short hallway into the back room, Genma's room.
Shutting the blinds hastily, Genma looked over at Sakura, who had sat down on the bed quietly.
Smirking, Genma strode over and rested Sakura on her back, looming over her closely.
Sakura had no sooner blinked then Genma had slid his tongue deeply into her mouth and fondled her breasts hungrily.
Closing her eyes, Sakura tried keeping up with Genma's movements, but he was going too fast.
"I'm doing this because I love him..."
Genma ripped the open Sakura's shirt and smirked at her flawless body.
"No, I mean...I'm doing this, because I want to!..."
Sliding ruff hands up to her inner thighs, Genma moaned into Sakura's mouth.
"I…DO want this...right?.."
Genma unbuttoned and unzipped Sakura's tight under-shorts…
"G-Genma, wait!", Sakura stuttered into his mouth, turning her head away from him.
Pretending not to hear her, Genma enclosed one of her breasts in his hand and with the other hand succeeded in lowering her skirt slightly.
"Genma! Wait, stop!" Sakura cried, pushing his chest away from her with all of her strength.
Genma glared, "What Sakura?!" His eyes glanced at her slightly revealed, laced dark purple panties hungrily.
Moving her arms up in front of her bra-exposed breasts, Sakura looked away from Genma's face, "I-I'm sorry Genma…I don't think I'm ready for this just yet…"
Genma didn't answer at first, but then letting out a growling noise, he grabbed Sakura's arms from her chest and pinned them above her head.
Sakura's eyes widened as Genma leaned forward and kissed her forcefully.
Sakura was about to protest, but Genma whispered hoarsely into her ear, "I'll be your first Sakura, whether you like it or not, whether you want me to be or not, whether you're ready or not…I've been waiting far too long for this."
Sakura whimpered and let out a terrified gasp, "Genma! Please don't say that!" Sakura then began struggling to release her arms from his grasp.
"Genma! You can't do this! I-I love you! Please don't!", Sakura cried.
Genma chuckled pitifully down at Sakura, and pinning both of her arms above her head with one hand, even though she struggled greatly, Genma plunged his fist hard into Sakura's stomach.
Letting out a gasping cry of pain, Sakura laid limply on the bed underneath him. Her vision blurred, and Sakura blacked out, but not before seeing Genma shrug off his dark green jacket, and move for his pant's zipper.
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