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Classification: An Adult Fic; expect nothing less.

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000 - Prelude

I used to make things happen.

Of these waxen hands; of every dirt-flecked molecule that darts, in haste, to keep my shambled shell afloat; of any flux that dare breach my stolid heart; who could and would command the dank defenses of what once portentously presented itself at the most prestige of omnipresent leagues, has now fallen.

Sora.

The all-pervading prick of honey-tapered harmony.

My constant instability, and so my curtailed reign.

If any, once, sought spectacle higher than myself, let him justify my tumble.

Fuck; I commanded sin.

With yielding flick, a ceaseless peak rose on rogue-toothed heels and tipped itself before my foot.

When I did but cough, a whirlwind bane spout acrid bile whose interminable terror spanned dimensions.

Rage bore midnight Hellhounds, bounding shadow-paws through monochromatic dreams that encompassed and destroyed.

Night without the glitzy glamour of heavenly bodies broken Eterna; and I cast my minions to fashion a New Order.

Even the stones, torrid in all their blundering worthlessness, would shuffle their ranks, bite their loss, and hide.

From me.

No more.

I try.

I can't.

Sora.