Author: Deep Within
Rated: K+
Type: Romance
Disclaimer: I think I own InuYasha, wait I don't own it!
Summary: Kagome goes back to her own time, because of a fight with InuYasha, a couple of days later she comes back, because of InuYasha's good begging, bringing her diary along, but will InuYasha 'pretend' mistake it as a normal book, and read it?
Other- There will be normal POV in this fan fiction. I thought it sounded weird with it being Kagome POV in one chapter, and another in another chapter.
Deep Within's Note: Hello everyone. I really hope you like this. It was kind of hard to type some parts in this, so it isn't going to be the best fan fiction in the world, so enjoy.
Dear Diary,
Hi, it's Kagome. I just can't believe today, it's like InuYasha's plan in life is to make my life the most horrible life that anyone would ever have! Everytime I can get to his good side, the next day he gets mad at me! I can't believe him! Today, he yelled at me for just trying to help him, he yelled "Go back in your own time!". Now here I am, at home writing in my dairy. I shall write in you tomorrow, so you know everything!
Yours truly,
Kagome
If he really wanted me to go back home, why does he always come back here to get me? Everytime he tells me to go back to my own time, I do. But the next day he comes back to get me. He should make up his mind! If he wants me to stay here for ever, I will! If he wants me to come back there, he has to be very good at begging!
"If he never comes back to get me, I forget all about the past, and then i can go live in the future. I can go on living like a normal person, I can be myself, and I don't have to deal with that InuYasha!" Kagome yelled in her room, but since her grandpa's hearing is not good, he won't hear; Souta was sleeping at the moment, but even he woke up when she was shouting, he's probably to sleepy to remember; and Mom, Kagome just hoped she didn't hear!
But if I hate him so much why do I feel like I am in love with him? He sure does a fine job getting on my nerves, but when him and I are alone, he's so sweet and surprisingly - nice.
"Sometimes my emotions get the better of me...," Kagome told herself, while looking at her room, and looking at some pictures of me and InuYasha.
Kagome heard something getting closer to her room. It was her mother; she hoped that she didn't hear her talking because she really didn't want her to know what's going on with her other life.
"Honey, is something wrong?" she asked Kagome kindly, and she sounded like the way parents gave "The Talk."
She shook her head and answered with, "Nothing's wrong, Mom,"
"Really? If you have any problem you know you can tell," Kagome's mother told her.
"Well, I do have a little problem," she answered her mother. Kagome didn't want her mother to know what was happening in her other life, but it was her mother of all people; she knew she could trust her mother.
"What is it?" Kagome's mom asked her. By the way she looked right now, and she looked like she knew it was something about InuYasha.
"It's about a boy...," Kagome told her. Her mother looked so happy; Kagome and her mother were having the "Mother Daughter Talk," or bonding. Since Kagome was with InuYasha a lot, she didn't spend time with her Mom.
"Is it InuYasha?" she asked Kagome.
She nodded my head, while looking at one of those pictures of InuYasha. It was a picture of InuYasha and her from a long time ago. Kagome thought it was from a year or two.
"What is it with you and him?" she asked Kagome another question.
"He and I mostly always fight-" Kagome started to say, but her mom interrupted her before she had the chance to finish her sentence.
"Had you ever heard a saying called 'when two people fight a lot, it means they love each-other?'" Kagome's mom asked Kagome another question.
She shook my head and with, "Nope, I haven't heard it, until you told me."
"It's a true saying," she told me. Kagome didn't believe it, but remembering Sango and Miroku, she thought it looks true!
"And there's another problem," Kagome said to her mother. She wanted to cry from even thinking of it, she knew that Kikyou might have helped her with somethings, but it still made her sad and felt with pain when InuYasha was with 'her.'
"What is it?"
"There is another person, that InuYasha likes too," Kagome took a sigh, "I have a thought that he likes her more."
"Sometimes your feelings can trick you, but do you have any proof he likes her more than you?" My mother asked.
"Lots of times he would hug her, and once he kissed her." The words she just said made Kagome sad, especially the "he kiss her"
"Honey, how long ago was it?" My mother asked me.
"I don't know, but it was awhile ago."
"It was in the past," she said to me. "And the past is the past not future," she paused. She was probably thinking what else to tell Kagome. "If you love someone deeply, you still should love them even if he's mean to you, even if he might be in love with another person. You still have to try. No matter what."
Her mother had surprised her, since Kagome haven't been spending two or more years with her, Kagome doesn't remember how nice and how good she was at bonding. Kagome really couldn't believe her own mother would have given her such great suggestions. "Mom, thank you so much! But for now, I won't go back there. I really need to take a bath, study, and mostly relax."
"Okay. I'll go to sleep now. You do too."
Her mother went into her room and Kagome thought she had fallen asleep once she lay on her bed or she was probably just thinking about something once she got in her room.
InuYasha, sometimes I could never believe how many adventures we had together. I can never believe the kiss we shared before, though it probably meant nothing to you, but it meant everything to me. I love you, InuYasha. I really do with every ounce of my heart. Now, for some reason, I can't believe how we fight so much. But sometimes I have a thought that I hate you with everything in the world combined. My emotions toward you confuse me. I love to hate you? No, I don't. I love you, but I some times I hate you. I love you more than I hate you.
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"Hey Kagome! Glad to see you're not sick," Eri shouted.
Grandpa, why couldn't you just say I had the flu or the cold? That would have been easier and it wouldn't make me weirder than people already think so.
"I am too!"
"We better get to class, I heard that we'll probably going to have a pop quiz," Eri said again.
"How do you know? It's supposed to be 'pop quiz.' Which means he's going to just pick some random time to take a quiz, where we didn't even study," Kagome replied back.
"I'm just guessing, but it looks like it's a pop quiz day. He looks like he had been planning one for weeks, if you came to school; I bet he's going to give us one."
"Well, that isn't a good reason to believe. I don't think it's a pop quiz day, anyway what class?" Kagome asked her.
"What do you think, Ggym?"
"Nope, but is it math?"
"Of course it is," she replied back to her.
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Dear Dairy,
Hey, it's Kagome again. Today was okay. Like Eri said we had a pop quiz, I think I did okay, though. It's sad; InuYasha didn't come to get me today. He's probably happy I'm gone, though I'm not. I'm not going back there unless he comes back begging me! But I hope he comes quick and is well with begging because I want to go there, but I promise that I'll go there only if he comes and gets me. I do miss Miroku, Sango, and Shippo. I hope InuYasha comes here quick. Because I want to see his amazing face, I know I got some pictures of him, but it isn't as the real thing... Anyway, bye!
Love,
Kagome
Now, I know why he may not like me as much as Kikyou, I'm not the real thing. I'm just someone that looks like her and have some of her powers. If there was someone that was InuYasha's reincarnation, I wouldn't be in love with him as much as I would have been with the real InuYasha. Although, I know Kikyou still loves InuYasha; I truly love him like her, and I hate him like her, but I still love him no matter what, even if he hates me.
"I'm getting so sleepy!" She yawned and said; she was so sleepy. The pop quiz was kind of hard, since she don't have the time to study. It was a long one also!
Kagome could have heard her mother's foot steps, so she tried to go to sleep, but it wasn't her mother's foot steps. It belonged to someone else...
Deep Within's note: I hope you like! So sorry, for the OCCness, I never get them into their personality for some reason. But the good thing is at least I tried. If I had some spelling errors, sorry. I don't think I have some of them, though. Anyway, please review.