AN: So this is going to be a collection of random pairings mostly yaoi and DGM style. By DGM style I mean it was preatty much always have at least one character from dgm. Mainly Allen will always be the uke (I can never see him topping unless he was with a girl) I MIGHT do some straight pairs. The ONLY one I wont pair with is Lenalee. If you have a person you want me to do a story with let me know. I have permission from Ketakoshka Kathleen Castlionia to do this, I asked her for permission since I got the idea from her. There will of course be sex scenes, which will mostly be yaoi cause yaoi is life.

~Temporary Pain Reliever~ Chapter one.

Soft moans accompanied by the sound of quiet creaking filled the room as two exorcists were busy spending the night together. Pale legs draped over strong shoulders, toes curls in pleasure as the older exorcist thrust in and out of the younger one below him. Long black hair cascaded down around them not that the younger one could see the sight as his eyes were closed and his head turned to the side lips parted some to let the soft moans escape.

It meant nothing to them. It was simply a way to help them forget about reality. If only for a night. Almost every night. Once the sun went down one sought out the other knowing the older one would never seek him out. It wasn't that they cared about each other. They were simply using each other as a temporary pain reliever. Once the sun started to come up the younger would leave the room and they would go about their day as if nothing had happened.

"Ah!" The younger exorcist called out in pleasure as one thrust hit his sweet spot dead on rather roughly. Reaching up the younger exorcist gripped the others right arm as he arched his back rocking his hips a little to match the others thrust. "K-Kanda…" The younger moaned out. Leaning down Kanda claimed the lips of the exorcist he was supposed to hate with every fiber of his being.

Perhaps it was true what they said about like souls seeking each other out. Both he and Allen had killed someone close to them, both were cursed, both hid the pain they felt under a mask even though their masks looked a little different. After a deep breath taking kiss Kanda's lips traveled to the others neck licking it before sucking on it hard enough to leave a dark mark making the other moan his name again.

Despite the pleasure he felt from the others touch each time it felt he was breaking more and more. Each time his mask earned a new crack in it and with each new crack in his mask a gap in his defense would appear. A defense he had had since he was a child living on the streets. He had built walls around himself emotionally to protect himself from all the harsh things people said and to avoid getting close to anyone in fear of being abandoned again. And the one time when he was young and let someone close…that person died. And again in India he lost his friend Narain.

Kanda was just like him, distancing himself from people but rather then be polite Kanda is bitter and harsh to people. Allen didn't know Kanda's history, what it was he lost but he could tell Kanda was hiding just as much pain as him and he would never ask about it. If he didn't know, it left emotional space between them. And Allen badly needed some emotional space between them.

"Moyashi, does it hurt?" Kanda's quiet voice brought Allen out of his mind and back to what they were doing. Allen stared up at Kanda clearly processing his question. Kanda could see the unshed tears burning in his eyes, the unspoken words that so desperately wanted to slip past those soft plump lips that Allen kept pressed together to keep silent. The Asian exorcist wasn't too sure what Allen so badly wanted to say but only knew Allen wanted...needed to say something.

"No Kanda...It doesn't hurt...keep going please..." Allen begged softly as he continued to stare up at Kanda. After a moment of studying Allen Kanda shifted a little so Allen's legs were no longer over his shoulders. At first Allen thought Kanda was going to pull out but he didn't instead Kanda leaned down wrapping his arms around Allen as he started thrusting again making Allen moan. Allen wrapped his arms around Kanda pressing his hands into Kanda's back to hold him as close as possible. The contact helped both of them, but neither of them would admit it to the other. But they never needed to say it anyway, both could feel it when in each other's arms.

"K-Kanda...!" Allen cried out as he reached his climax cumming on both of their abdomens. Kanda groaned Allen's name as he came a few thrusts later releasing deep inside of Allen making Allen moan. Slowly Kanda pulled out of Allen laying down on his stomach next to Allen. Both were breathing kind of heavy as they recovered from their orgasms. Allen knew he was screwed now... He was far too attached to Kanda... that had been what he was trying to avoid. But it was so hard to not fall for someone you let be so physically and emotionally close to you.

"Kanda... I wish... I think...We need to stop..." Allen said softly as he stared up at the ceiling. Kanda sat propped up on his elbows looking over at Allen a little confused. He knew something had been bothering Allen, but he couldn't imagine what would make Allen want to stop this.

"Okay... Am I not satisfying you?" Kanda asked of course concerned for his own pride.

"It's not that...You're good at it...too good... That's why. I'm sorry."Allen smiled his soft broken smile at Kanda before sitting up climbing out of Kanda's bed getting dressed. Kanda was too confused to respond to Allen but soon spoke up as Allen was getting dressed.

"Moyashi... You didn't..." Kanda said making Allen tense up for a second before he chuckled nervously.

"No of course not..." Allen said without looking at Kanda before he left the room. That was the true answer to Kanda's question. Yes... Allen had fallen in love. Even though they both agreed at the beginning to never fall for each other. But...Kanda couldn't even get mad at Allen... Because he had fallen in love with the Moyashi too. So it was good that Allen had been the one to man up and break it off but at the same time it left both of them feeling rather alone now.