Okay, so I haven't written anything in a long time and I've never written a fanfic before. But I need some kind of release because this series is killing me lol
So here it is. Lemmie know what you think :)
Little Red
Chapter 1
So this is what it had come down to. This was the end. She had gone from being confused, to being in love, to being a cheat, and then to being pretty much numb in the space of a year and a half. She didn't think a year and a half seemed like a long period of time. It seemed she was wrong. Her life had changed so dramatically since she started college. She had changed so dramatically, since she let herself give in to those big brown eyes. So here she was, standing in the rain, at the end.
The red head was just staring at her, nothing but complete sadness in her eyes. It was the first time she'd seen any emotion in them since the barbeque. If any of her heart was left, it shattered right there in the street.
"There's no point Naoms."
That nickname hadn't been used by her in what felt like forever.
"There's no point in pretending this is going to work out."
Tears were drowning the brown eyes, trickling down the red heads already rain soaked face.
"I-I still love you so much. I don't think I can ever stop"
"Ems…" She took a step towards the broken girl.
"No." Emily choked the word out, taking a step back.
Naomi looked into her eyes. They were wide with fear, as if she would fall to pieces if the blonde came anywhere near her.
Naomi took a step back again.
"I'm sorry Ems." The words had become a permanent fixture in her vocabulary, but this time she could see that Emily knew she meant it.
"I know you are. But it's not enough. We're not the same. We're not us anymore."
Naomi didn't know what else she could say. So she just watched as the soaked red head put on her helmet and got on her moped.
As she turned on the engine Naomi managed to choke out her name. "Emily…."
Emily looked at her, her eyes flooded with tears. She wasn't sure if she was imagining it, or if she saw a glimmer of hope in the girl's eyes. As if she was waiting for one last gesture, one last try to stop them from falling apart. But Naomi couldn't manage to say anything else. So she just watched as the only person she ever loved drove away, leaving her goggles lying on the soaked ground.
Naomi lifted the goggles, remembered why she had bought them. She had just wanted to keep Emily safe. She should've realised that the only thing Emily needed keeping safe from, was her.
Should I continue?
