They came back....as human
chapter 1: They left me
It's been a month. One month since he left me. One month since they all left me. I don't remember much about the first month. Charlie told me it was like i was catatonic. the first few weeks i barley ate or slept. i didn't talk to anyone. i wouldn't go to school. i refused. i just sat in my chair in my bedroom staring out the window toward the forest. hoping and praying he came back. one of them would come. Charlie was worried and upset. "Bells, you need to get over him". "They arn't coming back". According to Charlie it was just a teenage love that i would heal quickly from and i was being dramatic. as the weeks wentpast charlie realized i wasn't being dramatic anymore and that this was serious. he brought in a doctor to see me. i just stared at him and wouldn't answer his questions. The doctor told Charlie if i didn't snap out of it he would have me committed. Charlie called Renee. he couldn't deal with me anymore. he didn't know what to do. he refused to have me committed. imagine the police chiefs daughter in the loony bin. he didn't need that type of embarrassment. I didn't blame him. Charlie hoped my mother would be able to help me. No one could help me. I finally snapped out of it when i realized Renee and charlie were packing my stuff up. I freaked out telling them i wasn't leaving, i refused to leave, i wanted to stay. i begged charlie. i told him i would go back to school and go out and talk to people if he would let me stay. i couldn't move away. what if they came back and i wasn't here. i was still convinced that he would come back to me. that he really did love me and want me. i knew in my heart it wasn't true and he didn't care but i could dream. Charlie finally agreed that i could stay. he told me if i got like that again he would ship me back to my mom. i had to go to school and socialize with people. i could do that. i could pretend to care. i could go about the motions of life. As empty and heartbroken as i felt i could pretend. i didn't want to feel anything. if i felt anything it would only bring back the pain and heartache. that was a week ago. tomorrow i had to go to school. i had to face everyone. everyone knew what happened. everyone knew they had left. i was so not looking forward this.