Author's Note: Hey everyone so this thought wouldn't leave my mind. So I decided to write it out and this is what formed. Please leave a comment on what you thought - comments make me really happy!

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"Sam you're strong enough now. You don't need the blood anymore. You're strong all on your own. " Ruby's seductive voice offers him. He feels a great rush of power at those words.

Ruby was the only one who had believed in him. Who had encouraged and helped him. Dean hadn't. Dean had listened to the Angels, not him. He didn't trust him with his demonic powers and all.

Sam walked out on him.

"Once you step out of that door you can never come back! You hear me Sam?!"

The image of Dean's defeated face should had made him stop what he was doing and crawl back into Dean's good graces. Yet, it wasn't.

He was powerful now. He could stop demons. He could stop Lilith. And that was all there was to it.

Ruby had fed him her blood. Feeling the rush of power and utter perfection wash beneath his veins.

"Sam it's time. "

Ruby walks side by side with Sam. The both of them had reached the old abandoned church in no time at all. His heart was beating erratically when he finally laid eyes on the demon who had condemned Dean to Hell.

Lifting his hand and quickly forming a fist - Lilith was met with the wall her body was held by an unseen force and there was no escaping. He would make sure of that.

"Sam I wish I could say it's nice to see you-" Sam turned his fist to the side cutting Lilith off.

"Lilith I've waited for this moment. "

Her laughs filled him with malice and anger.

She was laughing at him. "Your going to die. " Sam adds leaving no room for Lilith to refute back.

He felt and heard his blood pounding within his ears - he could feel the wetness of blood dripping down from his nose. Unknown to him his once hazel eyes faded to solid black.

His fisted hand still raised directing all his power to the demon until he felt it. A surge of white light engulfed Lilith's body as the light dissipated her limp body fell to the ground.

"You did it. I can't believe you did it." He glanced at Ruby to see her more lively then ever.

"What did I do? Ruby answer me. "

"You opened the door. And he will give you what you always wanted. "

He saw Lilith's blood move and slowly formed a circle around him. "Ruby, you betrayed me? Why?"

"I didn't betray you Sam. I never did. I gave you the choices and you picked right each and every time. "

"Why? Why me?" Sam's defeated voice reached her. His form keeling over.

The brunette demon kneeled to Sam's level holding his head in her hands, "because Sammy it's always been you. It's always been about you. You saved us. And he will reward you."

"Reward? You're not making any sense. "

"Sam!" Dean's urgent yell made him glance at the door. Dean was here for him. He found himself feeling regret. Second guessing - doubting himself.

What would Dean think of him now? He had released Lucifer onto the world and started the Apocalypse.

The room began to glow white. Sam's body lit and he was filled with an odd sense of peace. His only thought was of his family. The family he had betrayed wishing he could go back and change it.

Although he didn't think his wish would be heard.

Apparently it was.

And apparently he found himself in his nursery faced with the Yellow-Eyed Demon himself.