How do I stop, Scor?
How do I stop thinking about you
How do I stop when every thought running frantically through my head involves you
How do I stop thinking about you
How do I stop when I hate thinking about you
How do I stop when I enjoy thinking about you
How do I stop the confusion
How do I stop you from infiltrating my dreams
How do I stop
Is it possible to forget. To forget you. To forget us. To forget everything that will never be
But if I had to go back to the beginning, back to that first day, I would have done everything the same way
*Hey, I'm stupid and you were right. Now can we skip the prologue and be best friends already?*
But how do I stop
How do I stop when you make me question everything I am
How do I stop when you make me question everything I want
How do I stop when I don't want to stop
How do I stop when I'm dying for everything to go back to normalcy
How do I stop when I hate the normalcy when it finally arrives
How do I stop when I go crazy when you're not there
How do I stop when I'm really only happy when you're around
How do I stop when you're the only one keeping me sane
But tell me
How do I stop
I'm probably the best actor there is, because you never guessed a thing
*Al, you're like a brother to me*
How do I stop, because that wasn't supposed to hurt
How do I stop, because I would have preferred a knife
Tell, how do I stop
How do I stop the heat that rises to my face when you hug me
How do I stop my heart beating erratically
How do I stop always searching for you
How do I stop memorizing your body, your habits, your smile, your everything
How do I stop caring
How do I stop caring when I don't want to stop
How do I stop caring when I desperately need to stop
How do I stop, because I'm crazy
How do I stop, because I'll never be sane
Just tell me
How do I stop
Please
Scor
Tell me
How do I stop loving you?