ELLO THIS IS MY SECOND FAN-FIC SO UM YAY

TTHIS STORY HAS BAD STUFF LIKE CUSSING, LEMONS(MAYBE), AND (SADLY) CHILD ABUSE (I FRIGGEN HATE CHILD ABUSE)

P.S THE SETTING IS IN AMERICA

SO UMMMM ENJOY YOUR STORY :)

CHAPER 1

RIN'S POV

I was sitting down during the class's free time. Everyone was talking, playing games, throwing at the football around, or reading to bring up their grades, and I was one of the people that were sitting quietly, drawing.

When I draw some people come over and tell me that I'm really good at people says those things to me I can't help but to mentally smile in my head. People use me to draw for their projects, but I don't mind that, because I love to draw.

Today no one came over, which didn't brother me, I wanted to be alone, because I was too busy thinking of what my twin brother, Len Kagamine, was doing.

Len Kagamine is one of the smartest kids in the grade. He always wins things like spelling bees, science fairs, and more. Many girls (and some boys) had crushes on him, and when they went to ask him out he turned everyone down. My parents love him like there's no tomorrow. They buy him many things like, new clothes, video games, laptops, and iphones. He was just perfect, unlike me.

Part of me wanted the day to end while the other half didn't. Lunch came around, and my so-called friends were at my table. Their names were Teto and Lily, Teto has pink hair in two drill-shaped ponytails, and red eyes that said, 'hey don't piss me off or I'll rip your head off.'Lily had long blond hair that went to her hips, and blue eyes that can pull you into her trap. I really didn't care for them, and I'm guessing they really didn't care for me. Even though were like that we still talk to each other. They mainly ask me about Len.

"Is Len single?" Teto asked.

"What is his favorite flower?" Lily would ask right after Teto's question.

Right after Lily asked her question she and Teto would give each other nasty looks.

TIME SKIP

I was walking home with Len, Miku, and Mikuo. This is the time of the day I enjoy the most, laughing, making jokes, sharing gossip, and being with real friends. We would walk to the restaurant which Miku's parents own, a pizza shop. When we went inside the warm feeling of the restaurant melted all the bad feelings I had inside.

We all took our seats by the window. The conversation (more like argument) between Len and Miku about which is better, bananas or negis, made me bored so I stared out the window. Mikuo must of saw me and my bored face, so he broke into Len and Miku's conversation and said, "I think oranges are better than bananas and negis."

Len and Miku looked at each other, figuring out that you should never compare fruits and vegetables. "Okay," they both said in unison

After they said that the devil came by to pick me and Len up.

The car ride home was silent, until mom broke it by saying, "so how was school today?"

"Good," Len replied, looking out the window.

"That's good to hear sweetheart," she said in a cheerful voice like any mom would. "And you, Rin?" when she said my name her voice sounded evil and cold.

"It was okay."

"Okay? What happened?" she asked sounding colder by the second.

"Nothing much I was just lonely," when I said that Len looked at me with an uncomfortable face.

I knew things were going to get bad.

LEN'S POV

I hate mom. I hate her because she treats Rin like shit, and me like the king of the world. I hate her with all my heart.

When we got inside our house, Rin went straight to her room. I was heading for mine when mom yelled that were going to have Japanese style food tonight. This was always mine and Rin's favorite night. Rin would wear her kimono and I would wear my yukata. We would sit on the floor and eat sushi, rice, and other Japanese food.

I walked into my blue room (which I hated) and lay down on my bed, giving a dirty face to the wall. Mom painted my room blue and Rin's room light purple because those were her favorite colors.

I heard Rin's door open, I thought Rin was going to the bathroom, but I knew that was good to wish for.

"YOU SHITTY BITCH!" mom's voice screeched. "YOU DESERVE TO BE ALONE CAUSE YOU'RE FUCKED UP!"

Rin's screams of pain made me cry.

"WHY? WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE LEN? HE'S SMART, GOOD HEARTED, AND IS A GOOD REPRESATION OF THIS FAMILY."

More painful screams from Rin, I put my fingers in my ears to block out the noise, but it was no use.

I wanted to protect Rin, but I didn't know how.

RIN

After mom's beating, she told me I couldn't have dinner.

I looked at my neck; a brand new wound was like I'll be wearing a turtleneck on Monday. I'm tired of wearing long sleeved clothes it really bothered me. I wish the scars would go away. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear from this world, maybe a new life that isn't here would be better.

I heard a soft knock at the door, I knew it was Len.

"Come in," I told him. Len entered and sat really close to me.

I started to blush. I had a forbidden crush on my twin, if mom knew about it she would really beat me to death.

Len must have seen me blushing, "what's going on?"

"Nothing, I was just thinking of someone," I said wishing I could take those words back.

"You have a crush on someone?" I nodded thinking he's going to laugh at me. "Want some advice?" he looked at me with soft eyes. I nodded. "Okay Rin, when you like someone just tell them your feelings, I mean the worst he's going do is reject you and spread gossip around that you liked him, but I won't let that part happen," he gave me a hug when he finished talking.

He smelled really good, like bananas. He eats them so much they probably became his natural scent. I giggled mentally at the joke.

He left my room after the hug and went to his room to play Left 4 Dead 2 I knew because I could hear coach yelling for help. I wish he would have stayed a bit longer

Two hours later (or least I think its been two hours) it was dinner time. I open my door to see Len in his yukata, he looked handsome. I was blushing madly. 'No this is wrong,'said the voice in my head. I decided to ignore my brain.

I heard my dad laughing about something, and then I heard to devil say, "Rin is sick honey, and she isn't hungry either," in a sweet not-evil voice. Dad doesn't know that mom is abusing me, and I don't think he'll ever know.

"Night mom, night dad," Len called out.

"Goodnight Sweetie Len," called out mom.

"Goodnight Len and get better Rin," my dad also called out.

i was sitting on my bed when Len's door open, I didn't move so I could see him, I just sat there he was going to bathroom? The bathroom door didn't open so he must be heading for the kitchen. He came back a few minutes later, knocking on my door. I ran to open the door and I saw Len holding a tray of food.

"You must be starving right?" Len asked smiling.

"Not starving but really hungry," I returned the smile.

"Here is some food," he said as he lay the tray down on my bed.

There was a bowl of rice, a glass of water, some chocolates, and an orange. You might not know this but I love oranges, not as much as I love Len though.

"Thanks Len, you're great," I said happily.

"Your great too," and he kissed me on the cheek, "I love you Rin." he got up and went to his room.

"Oh my god he kissed me," I said touching the spot where his lips touched my cheek, "and he said he loved me," I was blushing deeply. "Just a little more to the left and our lips would have touched."

'He only loves you as a brother though,' said the stupid voice in my head.

"Shut up,' I told it quietly.

I ate my rice first, then the chocolate drank the water, and I slowly ate my orange for last. When I finished, I hid the tray and the bowls under my bed.

A few minutes later I fell asleep, thinking of Len.

I was in love with the boy that slept in the room next to mine.

so how did ya'll like it? please review that will help me with ideas and such.

some of this is actually based off of my life cause my walls are purple and the room next to mine is blue :D. and my best friend parent's really own a pizza shop. and if you remove some of the letters in my last name you get Rin :D.

i dont own vocaloid cause if i did i would have len's babies right now and apparently im not pregent so that mean i dont own vocaloid.

and i dont own left 4 dead 2 (and 1) cause i just don't.

sorry for mispells and grammer errors, i dont have word yet cause this is a new computer and i had to do all the fixing myself. sorry for that i need to get word.

well see you again when i update

Darkluscia