Short thing, about Mabel if Dipper didn't come back (I haven't finished the show yet).

Disclaimers: Don't own Gravity Falls, this is fanfiction after all.


Every day I think of you. I never forgot the promise to you. You said to come back home safe, if I never looked backed. I kept up my studies, just like you said I should. Now I have no one to help me with school. I still try to smile for you, but it's not as bright. Every morning I walk by your empty room. Sometimes I go in to see all your old things, everything under a blanket of dust. I haven't touched any of it, I hear you in the back of my head, not to. I miss the adventures we once shared, but I came home, but you said for me to leave.

Did you know I got my first A+? When my teacher handed it to me I heard you whisper in my ear. I ran home that day. I hoped you came, but everything was as you left it still. I know you would be proud of me. I made it to high school, I was so afraid to meet my new classmates, but I knew you would have wanted for me to be brave.

I spend more, and more time in the room we once played in. It was turned into craft room, I make all my own sweaters down here. All our old toys are still here too. You would have loved to be here, if only you could have run. Everywhere in this room are pictures of us. every single one we took together, and those are the only pictures left in that room. I know you would have called me crazy, if you came home with me on my final day with you.

I have become sadder, everyday I feel darkness. I cry, I want you to come stop every last tear. I don't want to live here without you anymore. Why do I feel this way? I don't like it one bit, please come home. You are my best friend, I hate the feeling of darkness. Please come save me, why couldn't you have ran faster?

What were you thinking when you left me on that bus? You told me you would come soon, so when is soon going to be? I kept my part of the promise, I didn't look back even when it was the hardest thing to do. Did you forget, or will you some day come back home? I have so many questions to ask you, once you keep your promise. Oh please hurry home to me soon.

My prom is coming up soon. I wish you were coming with me. So many boys have asked me to be theirs for that day, but I want you to approve. You have always been able to see someone's true colours just by looking a them. I choose not to go, I would rather spend time in your now dust filled room. I have no reason to go without you.

I'm sorry Dipper, I promised not to look back, but I can't take this world any longer without you. I know you want me to be strong, but I couldn't take it any longer. I hope you can forgive me one day.

Love your sis,

Mabel

I folded my letter, and lay it on my chest. I was about to close my eyes one last time. The only thing I was thinking on my prom night was my brother. I knew this was the only way to see him again.

"I can't be brave anymore. I need you." I whispered as I closed my eyes one last time. Maybe now I could see my brother again.


Do not ever do, what Mabel did at the end of my fic. Never do that to yourself. Please if you ever feel you want to commit suicide, don't. If you need to talk to someone PM me. No one should ever meet that fate. Just hold on please, even if you are about to break. Hold on, Please.