Authors note: so this is my first story, I hope you guys like it!
I'm in no way good at writing stories or anything really but ive had this in my head for so long, most of it is stuff that has actually happened to me so be kind, all names have been changed and so have fun and read!
this is unbetaed as I don't know anyone who can beta stories if you can and would like to do mine then please PM me or something!
disclaimer: the character of twilight are owned by the wonderful Stephanie Meyer. the original characters, content and ideas of this story are mine:
prologue:
Once upon a time there was a little girl and she had an amazing life, the man she wanted and the perfect children she also and lived happily ever after...
end of story.
yeah right no one ever dose get a fairy tail ending! Life is no fairly tale, and I would be the first to tell you that.
This is the sad and tragic story of my life and I don't see it ever getting better.
(well unless someone has a magic wand to make all the shit disappear)
Yes it all sounds very melodramatic , but then again so is my life and all the things that have happened in it. I'm not looking for pity, I only want some one to listen to my story.
I don't remember all of shit that has happened to me but then again who would want to remember all of the abuse? Its not nice, and I certainly don't want to remember it, but sometimes you just have to.
Therapist's tell you to write things down but why would you want to? To go back and read through all of the shit that has happened just to torment yourself? (And don't say you don't re-read it all because you know you do!) this is why I hate therapist you'll see this as we go on.
who is this you ask with the shitty life and the hate of therapists well my name is Bella Swan and this is the story of my life...
authors note 2:
So do you like it so far please leave me a review and tell me what you think
(my spelling and grammar is appalling due to my crap education and he fact that I'm just thick again I have no beta so it will just have to stay like that until it do)
I don't know when I can update again as I have just started collage so bear with me.
