I walk in to the house, all is quiet. He isn't here. I don't know why I'm surprised, he's never here. He up and let me ages ago. But for some reason, I still stay up late, waiting for him. Sometimes I wonder to myself why I even still hope. He won't be back, not now, not ever.

Everyday brings new pain, it's hard, living without him. Every night my dreams are filled with him and only him. Sometimes they're dreams of when we were together, others are nightmares of him leaving. I relive the day he left in my head, everyday.

I walk into my room, and sit on the bed we used to share. Telling each other our secrets in the dark. As I look around the room, I see that his things are still here. I quickly jump up and run to the calendar, it's the day. The day I go and see him.

I slowly walk back and pick out the outfit. I've had everything picked out for this day. It's been a year since he left, I promised I'd visit no matter what.

I pull on the black dress pants and blood red shirt, I smile to myself, it's the color of his hair. I pull out a brush and run it through my long blonde hair before pulling half up in my signature ponytail, leaving some fringe over my left eye. I walk to the bathroom and apply some black eyeliner thickly around my eyes, he always liked it when I wore makeup.

I look up at the clock, it's around midnight. Perfect. I swipe my car keys from the counter and make my way outside, I slide into the leather seats of my black car and quirky pull out of the drive way, I don't want my neighbors getting suspicious.

I pull up at the place where he currently resides. I get out of my car and look around to make sure I wasn't followed before jumping the fence. I do a quick sweep of the area and I see him. I run toward him and drop to the ground in front of him, tears already spilling from my eyes. I reach forward and hug him.

I dry my eyes long enough to read his tombstone.

Sasori Akasuna

1972-2007 (1)

May he rest

in peace for

all eternity.

"I said I'd visit, un, here I am, you always said you were eternal, but I knew those were lies, I love you Danna, un, I'm going to be with you soon.", I say and I reach into my pocket, pulling out a knife. I lean forward and kiss the cold stone of Sasori's tombstone before pushing the knife into my heart. I slump forward as my vision goes black.

~[o]-[o]~

And that's how they found Deidara, slumped over Sasori's grave, where he took his life. No one could figure out what finally made him snap, he had been fine all year. But now, the two lovers could be together again. Because, love doesn't just last in only this life.

(1)- I'm pretty sure that was the year Sasori died in the anime show. pretty sure. correct me if I'm wrong