I didn't mean to push you away. I treated you like you were nothing. I couldn't help it, it was because I hated my feelings for you. I couldn't take it. I was afraid of being hurt again. I was afraid that you were going to use me like everyone else does. I didn't want you to wait for me, I didn't want you to fall for me, I didn't want to fall in love with you, but somehow I still feel the same way about you! Gray, I never meant to hurt you...I miss you.