AUTHOR'S NOTES: Hey you people!
cardcaptor_girl in the zone! Ok, this is the weirdest fanfic-songfic I ever
wrote /I wrote only two, and one of them, is not yet finished/.
I
do not own the characters, neither the CCS show, nor "THE LITTLE MERMAID"
song.
You totally have to think WELL about
it and to be absolutely insane to understand it. LOL! Just kidding! It makes
lots of sense, if you'll understand it. DUH! And I'll try my hardest to explain
the story to you. The idea of it was bumping in my head until, I wrote it down.
It's sort of MeiLi, but only hinting
on the relationship. The song comes from Meilin's P.O.V.
Yeah, I
almost forgot to tell you that it's my first songfic ever, so don't judge me
hard, please, pretty please. The song is from the movie "THE LITTLE MERMAID", most of you know this song.
One more thing: People! I am sorry, but English is
not my native language, I am Russian. And I know that there are some mistakes
in the song. I got all the words from the tape I have and some words I couldn't
understand. But I gave it my best shot.
So, what does Meilin have to do with "THE LITTLE
MERMAID"?
A very good question. Stay tooned to find out.
"represents, what character
says" *represents the thought
of character*
Ok, now try to remember that this might seem very weird to you, at least
I think so...
What
would I give, what would I pay...
They looked at her in awe. She was so
beautiful, yet all the makeup, which
was covering her face, seemed to hide her true beauty.
Li never saw her like this, showing off so
much skin. She was wearing a thin bikini bra along with the rest of her
"MERMAID"
costume. He
blushed in deep red color, as he turned his gaze away from the place on her
body, that wasn't appropriate to look at.
Madison was all over Meilin with her camera, meanwhile
Sakura was arguing with Kero about something.
"I don't think if I can do this." Said Meilin
with a shaky voice; she wasn't so nervous in her entire life.
"Don't worry, Meilin. You can do it. You've
practiced a lot and you are ready. Just forget that there are so many people in
front of you. Just concentrate on your song. Sing it from your heart." Li was
comforting her as much as he possibly could, although he did not approve the
idea of Meilin singing in front of so many people in a bikini bra with a
fishtail down her legs. He felt goose bumps appear on his entire body, as he
thought of the word "BRA". But he decided to keep his feelings about this
aside.
"Thank you Li." *you are always there for me,
unfortunately not in THAT way*, she thought, while giving a weak smile to
him. "Madison, you actually should be the one comforting me right now; you
are the one who tugged me into this mess in the first place. I don't understand
why you couldn't sing at the festival. You have such a pretty voice." Meilin
wasn't too happy about the idea either.
"That's very nice of you to say Mei, but so
do you. You have a pretty voice too, doesn't she guys?" everyone nodded. They were
right; Meilin was truly a beautiful singer. "Besides, who would film the
festival on camera, but me? That's why I can't go and sing." Everyone
sweatdropped.
"Ok, now I want everyone out of the
backstage, except the singer please." A neatly dressed woman politely showed
the exit to Li, Madison and Sakura.
Meilin was
getting jumpy; she was having second thoughts about her performance. She
would've ran away, but she couldn't. Her "MERMAID TAIL", was a very tight
skirt, which barely allowed her to move.
*I can't do this, can I? Can I? Oh, this is
so, so hard!!!...Don't worry Meilin, you can do it. You've practiced a lot...
just remember what Li told you and everything will be fine.* she thought to
herself.*I just hope they'll like the song I made for a contest. I can't
believe that they made up a rule, in which the performer should write his/her
own song for a contest this year. I hope, they'll like it, I hope he'll like
it. I hope he'll never find out that this song represents my...*
"Miss Rae! You're up!" Same woman called her.
Meilin sighed and sat in her chair-like clam-shell. It was obvious she wouldn't
be able to sing standing up on her legs, because of her fishtail outfit.
Three high school seniors, who were dressed in
fishy outfits; picked up her chair-like clam-shell with Meilin sitting
gracefully on it, and waited about ten seconds, before her name was announced.
Then they carefully brought her outside on the stage.
The moment Meilin appeared on the stage, all
of the audience in the National Park (and it was about a thousand) screamed in
joy to greet her. Some of them were clapping, some of them were screaming, some
of them were whistling at her, and shouting her that she was a hot chick.
Meilin didn't notice Li getting all angry at some people who were whistling and
shouting.
*Well, at least they like me...*she thought
and a little smile escaped her lips.
Finally, three young men put her, with her
chair in the middle of the stage, which was brightly decorated. Someone handed
her a microphone, but the music didn't start yet. The people were still noisy.
She was afraid, that nobody could hear her through that screaming. Now
everybody left from the stage, living her alone with the public. One on one. It
was scary, very scary. She suddenly felt very alone and was afraid to open her
mouth.
"Uhh, hello!" Although she said that really
quietly, her voice was loud and clear coming out of the speakers. Meilin tried
to be as cheerful with the public as she could, but the girl was still afraid.
Meilin never thought that it would be that scary to face all of them at once.
Everything went around her as a big and loud blur. She felt a little dizzy.
*Come on Mei, you can do it, you know you
can...no I...I can't I am weak, little person inside...no you're not; you just
think that you are, but you really a strong, confident girl...no, I'm not.
There's no much time left, I can still run away. Its better, than humiliate my
self in front of ~him~...and you think that you won't humiliate yourself by
running away? Besides, you won't go far with your fins...you right, I should
have taken poison with me on stage instead...shut up!...no! You shut up!........ehhhhh,
I'm talking to myself again*
Suddenly, Meilin spotted Sakura and Madison
with her camera, Li was standing near them and giving her the warmest look,
that she never seen him do before. The music started playing, people became
quiet. It was a matter of seconds, before she would have to start to sing.
A rush of adrenalin burst into her veins.
Meilin felt a little chill run down her spine and soon was all over her body.
*I can't do this!* She was on the verge of
dropping her microphone. *No, I cannot do this!!!* her
mind screamed.
Suddenly somebody's words came to her mind:
*Don't worry, Meilin. You can do it. You've
practiced a lot and you are ready. Just forget that there are so many people in
front of you. Just concentrate on your song. SING IT FROM YOUR
HART...HART...HART...HART...*
Yes, those
were ~his~ words. Thank you Li. Now I don't afraid anymore. She glanced at Li
and saw him move his lips, he was saying something; he was saying:
"You can do it." The girl smiled at him with
her ruby red eyes and started to sing with all her heart, the song, which she
once made up; while thinking of him.
Her voice spread across the whole National
Park like a pleasant bell twinkle of the once captured Song Card.
Sakura, Li
and Madison thought, that there could be nothing more beautiful than the Song
Card's singing. Well they were wrong, there was something better. And her name
was Meilin.
I'll be singing
with all my heart for YOU my love.
(Author's notes: /represents the true meaning of Meilin's song./)
(It's not a poem)
The song: Meilin's
thoughts:
Look at this stuff, / Look inside my room
Isn't
it neat? / I have so many books,
Wouldn't you think / About everything
My collection's complete? / Don't you like them?
Wouldn't you think I'm a girl / Don't you think I'm a
A girl who has everything...? / A girl
who has Everything?
Look at
this trough / Look at
this old book; it's from Clow Reed
Treasures untold, / How much magic can this
book hold?
How many
wonders / Yet, why would I need it, if I don't have
Can one
cavern hold? / The magic
power?
Looking around here you think, /Look at me and you'll say: "She
Sure, she's got everything! / has everything!
I've got gadgets and gizmos are plenty, /I come from rich
family
I've got hoofs and it's on its cool or, /I've got the skill of
You want singing a bows, I've got twenty! /Fighting, so what?
But who cares?
/Many people have fighting skills, even my Li
No big deal! /And the power of magic
is the one that separates us.
I want more. /I'm a warrior,
yet a weak one with out magic power,
/ I
don't want to be who I am, I want more...
I wanna to be, /I want to be a true cardcaptor,
Where the people are; / Your
cardcaptor. I wanna be a part of
I wanna see, /Your life, in which you never let me go into
Wanna see 'em dancing! /I wanna see you and ~her~ defeating the
Walking around on those... /cards. Flying away from danger on ~her~
What do you call 'em? /...wand
Oh! Feet!
Flipping your fins / Kicking
with my fists around,
You won't get too far; / I won't
get too far;
Legs are required / MAGIC is
required to have
For jumping, dancing; / What it
takes for card capturing;
Strolling alone down the... / To be
able to fly like a wind
What's that word again? / Like
Sakura on her.......
...Streets! / Sealing wand-thing
/ I feel useless
Up where they walk! / I want to
ride a wind just like you
Up where they run! / Have
refreshing summer shower
Up where they stay all day / From the
Water-Card power
In the sun!... / With you
and only my heart will be
Wondering free, / My dear
love and soulmate Li.
Wish I could be, / To be like you I'll never afford,
Part of that world... / I wish I
could be a part of your world...
What would I give, / What would I give
If I could live / If I could be
Out of these waters; / Part of
your magic;
What would I pay, / What
would I pay;
To spend the day / If YOU could
say
Warm on the sand... / THREE little
words.../(A.N: "I Love You")
Bet ya on land, / Bet you if I would have magic power;
They understand, / I would
mean to you so much more than now
Bet they don't / I bet if
I would have magic power,
Reprehend their daughters! / You would let me go with you on a true
Bright young women/ Adventure of lifetime, you'd be so close to me.
Sick of swimming, / A girl
like me, sick of being regular
Ready to stand and / I am
ready to be something more,
Ready to know / I want to
know what you know
What the people know; / Ask you
some questions of great magic
Ask them my questions / And get
some answers...
And get some answers... /Like:
What is a fire / What it's
LIKE to sense magic?
And why does it... / How does
it feel like?
What's the word? / Is it
like cold summer breeze?
...Burn! / Or is it
like fire-spin?
Wait 'til my turn, / I want to
know how it feels like:
Wouldn't I love, / To
control magic,
Love to explore / Feel it
on the outside and the inside,
That shore up above.../ I want to know what it feel like to have
/ Your heart...
Out of the sea... / Be a part
of you, know that you care,
Wish I could be... / Feel your
love
Part of that world... / That's all I really need...
Meilin sang her song with her eyes closed. She
for forgot about all the people in front of her. She was thinking about her
love and her voice showed this love in music.
Public was silent as if no one was there.
Everybody was so amazed by the girl's voice.
When Meilin finished her song, people started
screaming in a joy, they were clapping their hands. Meilin opened her eyes and
found all people smiling at her and cheering for her. She felt comfort.
Somewhere in the crowd Sakura stood with Kero
in her hands, she was cheering Meilin and with the rest of the public.
A few feet from Sakura stood Li, looking at
Meilin in awe. He never knew what a really beautiful voice she had. And her
song... it's so...so...so...familiar...it's like he knew what it meant but he
wasn't sure.
Next to Li stood Madison, with her camera. Only she knew what Meilin's beautiful song
really meant. Madison smiled. *Everybody's dreams come true, Meilin, one way or
another; and so will yours Meilin, so will yours...*
AUTHOR'S NOTES: So people? How was it? Did
it suck? Pardon my language. Did you get the idea? Did you understand the
story? Am I crazy? I need to know your opinion. Flame me as much as you want,
as long as it's appropriate words. What do I have to say to S+S fans? Sorry, I
just got sick of S+S couple.
Please
people! READ and REVIEW! PLEASE!
I'M ON MY KNEES!
Sincerely,
cardcaptor_girl.
