To be honest, when I first watched Tokyo Ghoul, I wasn't very interested. To me, the beginning was slow and tedious. But this anime most definitely proved itself when I watched to the end of the first season. The literal torture Kaneki went through fascinated me, but not nearly as much as the mental torture did. This is the kind of material that gets me thinking. I was completely enthralled with the drastic change he went through stuck in that environment. Not only that, but I found myself not only cheering for Kaneki not to give in, but I also found I liked the new ghoul Kaneki so much better than the old human one. I actually went and read the manga, which is something I almost never do for an anime I've seen. So yeah, this is my version of what was happening in his head while he sat there suffering.
Torture
Twist the truth
And bend the lie
Will you give up
Or continue to try
It's all your fault
You're in the wrong
It repeats and repeats
Like a hollowing song
But no you're not
It's the world that is naught
Embrace who you are
Who cares what you're taught
No one cares for you
You only get hurt
For their sakes, nothing else
Are your really such dirt
Your ideals are weak
You don't allow yourself to see
Change needs to happen
So you can finally breathe free
Forget those petty boundaries
You can kill, go ahead
Eat their flesh and summon their tears
Go to where you have never tread
Pain isn't a thing
It's a flaw you've overcome
So let it go and attack
Let yourself become numb
Rip and tear and shred
Destroy the one inflicting
Take revenge for what they've done
And prepare for the impending
You're a monster, so make use
Be brutal, savage, wild
Until you are an animal
And no longer a pathetic child
Strike fear into their hearts
As they have done to you
Pay them back all sevenfold
So they wallow in despair and rue
Cut them where they stand
Have no ounce of mercy
Revel in your power
Make them regret their fallacy
Forget the wimp you were
You're able to demolish
You aren't wrong, it's everyone else
The world's just waiting for you to polish
So? How was it? Yes, I'm a terrifying person, I know. Other than my corrupt imagination, did you like it? I've had this written for a while, but I decided to upload it when I wasn't actively working on a full story. That way I'm still somewhat involved with the website. I have begun another story that I plan to upload. It will be on Attack on Titan, unless I ditch the chapter and a half that I've already written and go with a second idea I've created. However, I'd still like to make a bit of progress on my ongoing crossover before I begin to post a new work. So I might be a while.
Till then, Kisses from SnowyNeko! :3 MEOW!
