To be honest, when I first watched Tokyo Ghoul, I wasn't very interested. To me, the beginning was slow and tedious. But this anime most definitely proved itself when I watched to the end of the first season. The literal torture Kaneki went through fascinated me, but not nearly as much as the mental torture did. This is the kind of material that gets me thinking. I was completely enthralled with the drastic change he went through stuck in that environment. Not only that, but I found myself not only cheering for Kaneki not to give in, but I also found I liked the new ghoul Kaneki so much better than the old human one. I actually went and read the manga, which is something I almost never do for an anime I've seen. So yeah, this is my version of what was happening in his head while he sat there suffering.


Torture

Twist the truth

And bend the lie

Will you give up

Or continue to try

It's all your fault

You're in the wrong

It repeats and repeats

Like a hollowing song

But no you're not

It's the world that is naught

Embrace who you are

Who cares what you're taught

No one cares for you

You only get hurt

For their sakes, nothing else

Are your really such dirt

Your ideals are weak

You don't allow yourself to see

Change needs to happen

So you can finally breathe free

Forget those petty boundaries

You can kill, go ahead

Eat their flesh and summon their tears

Go to where you have never tread

Pain isn't a thing

It's a flaw you've overcome

So let it go and attack

Let yourself become numb

Rip and tear and shred

Destroy the one inflicting

Take revenge for what they've done

And prepare for the impending

You're a monster, so make use

Be brutal, savage, wild

Until you are an animal

And no longer a pathetic child

Strike fear into their hearts

As they have done to you

Pay them back all sevenfold

So they wallow in despair and rue

Cut them where they stand

Have no ounce of mercy

Revel in your power

Make them regret their fallacy

Forget the wimp you were

You're able to demolish

You aren't wrong, it's everyone else

The world's just waiting for you to polish


So? How was it? Yes, I'm a terrifying person, I know. Other than my corrupt imagination, did you like it? I've had this written for a while, but I decided to upload it when I wasn't actively working on a full story. That way I'm still somewhat involved with the website. I have begun another story that I plan to upload. It will be on Attack on Titan, unless I ditch the chapter and a half that I've already written and go with a second idea I've created. However, I'd still like to make a bit of progress on my ongoing crossover before I begin to post a new work. So I might be a while.

Till then, Kisses from SnowyNeko! :3 MEOW!