A Never Ending Nightmare

(Bella's Point of View)

I kept my eyes on the trail ahead of me, bringing back painful but wonderful memories. It had been a long time since I'd been to this place and I wasn't sure if I was ready to come back. It didn't matter though, since I could no longer live a lie that he wasn't out there in the same world as I was in. It had been 5 months since he had left me abandoned there in the woods by myself. I refused to remember that dreadful night, perhaps the worst night of my life. I remember looking at myself in the mirror when Lily, my sister, found me and brought me back home. I was a mess, I looked terrible, I looked just like my heart felt. Even now I still have that empty hole in my chest waiting to recover, but it will never cue since the only healer left me forever.

I kept walking straight forward, without looking back. I could now see the bright sunlight shining on a small part a few feet away. I walked toward it, not stopping until I came to it. I stopped to see the breathtaking landscape. It was wonderful, just as I had remembered it. Flowers everywhere were starting to bloom and the wide open space with the sun shining on top of it. It was beautiful. It was my meadow.

I took a step forward and then another. As I took every step careful and slowly, thoughts ran through my head of that day when he had brought me here for the first time. I refused my head to keeping thinking of that memory. I saw the wide open space around me. Every where around me I saw beautiful grass, flowers and butterflies flying in front of me. I closed my eyes so that my surroundings could take me somewhere far away, somewhere where nothing caused me pain and depression. I stayed like this for a minute or two before I heard something coming from the woods.

(Crack)

My eyes shot out open. I turned my body around to see what it was. I searched the forest for any sign of a moving creature. Nothing.

I suddenly felt adrenaline run through my veins from head to toe. I kept my eyes alert for anything. Nothing again. I turned my body to the way it was before and sat down on the grass below. I noticed that I had been breathing very heavily once I was a bit more calm.

Why had I even came to this place? I already knew the answer. I wanted to hear his voice again in my head. The same beautiful, melodic voice I heard every time I did something so completely insane. I had completely lost it now. I found myself risking my life, the life of the people I loved just so that I could hear his voice again. It wasn't worth it. He wasn't going to come back and the price I'd pay later would just tear me in pieces.

"Hello Bella"

I jumped at the sound of my name. I closed my eyes shut.
Oh my god. Shit!
But what shocked me the most was not the fact that I wasn't alone but the tone they used when it said my name.

I sat there paralyzed in shock and fear. I didn't know what to do. It took me about a minute to gather myself up. I opened my eyes and slowly stood up and turned. My eyes widen in horror as I saw a familiar face, but it wasn't one that I wanted to see. It was one I wanted and needed to avoid. It was one of them. It was Laurent!

"Nice to see you again" his tone said something else.

That's when I noticed something terrible. It was his eyes. They were black. Oh I was in deep trouble now. I think he knew what I was thinking since he studied my face and stared at my eyes.

"Don't worry I won't feed on you"

I was still not convinced. Something about his tone when he spoke made me doubt about him.
Be careful Bella. A voice in my head spoke. It wasn't a scary voice it was HIS voice.
Don't believe anything he tells you. Whatever you do don't listen to him. I did exactly as the voice told me to.

"So what brings you here all alone in the woods" Laurent asked me.

Tell him your not alone. Tell him your with a friend.

"I didn't come alone. My friend is here with me" I hope my answer was convincing.

"Oh really, then where is your friend at" he asked staring into my eyes that were now full of fear.

Say that your friend went to go get some fire wood and will be back in a minute.

"He went to go get some firewood, but he'll be back in a sec" I said as the voice told me to.

He stayed quiet and was thinking of something but I don't know what it was. I suddenly saw that he was walking closer to me as he took a step forward.

Back away Bella, he's too dangerous.

I did as the voice instructed me to. I took a step back. I wasn't sure where I was taking my steps since I couldn't see anything in my way. He got closer and closer.

Bella don't run. just keep walking back no matter what.

He reached his hand toward me. I just stared at it. He reached for my cheek and thats when I took a couple steps back. I think it was a log that was behind me since I unexpectedly fell backward when I lost my balance. I was lucky to have catched myself with my arms or else I would have hit my head really hard on the ground.

I quickly stood up and dusted all the dirt off me. That's when I saw Laurent's eyes blacker than ever his eyes staring at my arm. I turned my head around to look at it. I saw in horror. If I could be in any more danger than I possibly was it would be now. My arm was bleeding! My head started getting dizzy.

Bella. BELLA! You need to get out of there now! He can't resist it. It's to powerful!

The voice was right, I had to get out of here as soon as possible. What was I going to do. Oh no! I suddenly fell to the floor not knowing what had tackled me. It was a few second later that I noticed it wasn't Laurent who was on top of me it was a bear like creature.

Author's Note: OK this is my first Twilight FanFic so I need to know if I'm doing a good job. Should I continue? Or not? Please Leave Reviews! Please! Hope you liked!