It was another normal tour bus day, driving to their next venue in Milwaukee, WI. Jack was sitting at the table waiting for Alex to come out of the bathroom. See, what Alex didn't understand was that Jack liked, no loved Alex. Ever since the 9th grade when they first met Jack knew Alex was his only love. Alex had girlfriends all throughout high school and Jack always had his back after a breakup. Alex came out of the bathroom as Jack was deep in thought.

"Jack? Whatcha thinkin bout?"
"Huh? Oh uh, I-I need to tell you something, in private."

Jack grabbed Alex's hand and pulled him into the room they shared.

"What's on your mind Jack?"
"You- I mean I-I don't know how to say it but...I love you Alex. I have since ninth grade."

Alex sat on his bed stunned. Jack loved him? But, but he thought- what the hell.

"Jack, you know I'm Bi but...I don't know if I like you like that."
"Oh, well uh, nevermind then..."

Jack ran out of the bedroom and into the bathroom where he locked the door and cried. He couldn't believe how stupid he'd been. Why would Alex love a mess like him? "I cut when I'm sad, I'm depressed a lot I mean, why would he love me?" Jack thought to himself. Alex ran to the door and rested against it.

"Jack, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Please don't cut."

It was too late, Jack had already grabbed his bowie knife and was pressing it into his skin. He winced at the pain and let out a small cry as the blood started to trickle out of the cut. Alex grabbed a wire coat hanger and bent the hook into a straight line and unlocked the door. He got inside and took Jack's bowie knife away from him.

"Jack! What are you doing!? Stop! This isn't solving anything!"
"Yes it is. It's taking away the pain from my heart. Besides, I was stupid to think you'd ever love a wreck like me."

Alex looked up at Jack and shook his head.

"Now hold on a minute. You're not a wreck Jack. You've just been depressed as of late. And I never said that I wouldn't ever love you. Just-just let me think about it okay?"

Jack nodded and got a bandage to put on his wrist, God Alex was a life saver.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So that's the first chapter of this story...uh comment and vote I guess. This is my first story so...yeah. 3