My child

Prolog

Black. It was all black.

He floated in the dark. He didn't know were he is or how long have he been there. All he knew was that it was dark and cold place.

He wasn't dead, but he wasn't alive either. He was somewhere in between, he wonder. He could hear voices; some of them were of his long lost friends, and others of his godson and his friends. He could hear both sides crying for him. He was tired. All he wanted was to sleep…

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He kept floating in the dark, trying to get to his friends, but they kept pushing him away.

"It's not your time yet"

"Go back"

"Find a way to live"

"You still have work to do"

"You will find out what it is"

He didn't want to live, he wanted to rest.

"It's not your time yet. Some one is waiting for you there. Go back to them"

'Whiting for him?' 'They?' only his godson will wait for him, no?

Janet

No, she can't be waiting for him. She had died years ago, when his godson had been a baby, a few months before his best friend had die, before his godson's family had been destroyed by Voldemort.

When he thought abut her he felt his heart drop. She was his love, his Janet.

His Janet prince.

She was Severus'es Snape cousin. She was younger then him by a year. And she was the one who hold Sirius Black heart in her hands.

They fall in love, and all was good until the day he was called by the Order. He barely funded time to go back home for her. They argued a lot, and one day she had left, saying she can't stay with him as long as he sees the Order more important than her.

He hadn't heard from her until….

Flashback

"What do you mean they attacked a muggel town" asked a very pissed off James Potter.

They were sitting in the Order headquarters and listening to the fresh news abut the Death-Eaters latest actions. Lily was sitting in the back with 10-month-old Harry on her lap, playing with his little broom that Sirius had bought him for Christmas.

"James, calm-down" said Lily. Turning to Dumbledore she asked "where did they attack this time?"

Giving her a sad smile Dumbledore said "A little town near London, they attack…." Sighing he continued "they attacked…they attacked your home town Lily. I'm sorry"

Paling, Lily put her head in her son's hear crying quietly. James stood up and walked over to his wife, hugging her and whispering to her calming words.

Turning his attention from the Potters, Dumbledore looked over to Sirius, who was sitting in the other way of the long table. "Sirius, they attacked Spinner's Ends…." "So?" said Sirius, "it's Snape's house, what do I care abut what happened there?'

Shocked, Dumbledore looked at Sirius with wide eyes.

"You didn't know?"

"Didn't know what?"

"Janet had lived there, she and your daughter…"

"Our daughter…?" Sirius looked very pale.

"You didn't know?" Dumbledore looked at him with shock in is blue eyes.

"No, I didn't know. Janet….Daughter?!" he was a father!

"Ho, yes, Janet prince had given birth to a little girl. If I not mistaken, your daughter was born 6 month before our little Harry had been born" said Dumbledore.

It's means that my daughter is one year and 4 months old.

"Where are they? I want to see them." Sirius jumped from his sit. He was a father, and he wanted to be the best father that he can be for his little girl.

"Congratulations Sirius!" James, Lily and the rest of the Order said to him. Smiling, Lily turned her head to Dumbledore and her face immediately fell again. "Albus...?"

Looking back to Dumbledore, Sirius saw the old man sad face. And his heart fell.

"No, no, no, no…"

"Sirius…."

"No…."

"Sirius I'm sorry…."

"No…"

"The Death-eaters destroyed the house while Snape wasn't there; Janet and your girl didn't make it…"

"NO!!!!" screamed Sirius "they hadn't die. They can't be DEAD!" he cried out.

"Sirius, mate…." James tried to calm him down while Harry started to cry from his godfather shouts.

"No! They couldn't, they can't be dead" Sirius cried, filing his heart bleeding on his inside. His Janet had died before he could tell her how sorry he was. His daughter had died before he had the chance to hold her in his arms. His family had shattered before he had a chance to meet theme.

His life was over for him.

End flashback

Since that day, he promised he would live for his godson, the only one who was like a son to him.

His godson Harry, HE needs him. For Harry he should live.

Determent, Sirius looked for a way to get back to life.

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R & R

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