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There was a feeling... a feeling which Castor couldn't hide. A strange feeling for the person , he normaly hated. Frau!

'You're such an idiot ,Frau!', Castor yelled at Frau. This one lay on the ground and bled on the head.

'Do you really need to hit me 'til I bleed?'

Castor wanted to answer, but he couldn't , because he felt something unusual on his cheeks...tears.

'Hey... There's no reason to cry. What's wrong?',Frau asked,because he didn't expect that.

'I...I don't know either...', Castor sobbed, 'What I did seem so wrong.'

'Oh really.',Frau answered while he stood up and rubbed his head.

'Damn, it hurts.'

For a long time it was quiet. But then Frau continued:

'Why do you recognize it now? Suddenly the inspiration?'

A quiet chuckle from Castor was to hear. Then he turned serious again.

'I just don't know what it is...this feeling. But it forces me to tell you something that I should have told you earlier.'

'And what would that be?'

'I'm sorry.'

Frau looked surprised. Castor went on:

'And I really like you and I know that you can't forgive me and...'

He was interrupted by Frau.

'Wait a moment! I can't follow you. You want to tell me that you like ME?'

Castor nodded.

'Now I need to sit down. That's a bit too much.', Frau said.

So he sat down on his bed and thought about what he had heard.

Castor sat down next to him and looked sad to the ground.

Finally Frau asked:

'And what feeling is it ... that you suddenly feel for me?'

'I...I can't describe it. Let me explain it like this: Everytime I'm with you my heart is warm and I feel good.'

'Ehm...maybe...it's love?'

'NO! ...No ...it's not. It's friendship,okay?'

'Okay. It's not...like I thought about this.'

Castor looked ashamed to the ground. His face blushed a bit.

Frau didn't know if the face was so red because of shame or anger, but he supposed the last one.

Again a silence fell over the room.

After a while Frau stood up and went to the door.

'Where are you going,Frau?'

'Working.'

'Wait! I'll come with you.'

'No...I need to think about this...alone.'

'Okay... Is it okay if I stay here?'

'Yes.', was Frau's last word, before he went away.

So Castor sat there alone. He took a handkerchief and whiped away his tears.

'Why did I say that? Now he thinks...that I love him. And if he's right? If I really fell in love with him?', he thought. Then he tried to displace this thought and went to his room.

The room was near to Frau's and fortunataly he didn't meet someone on his way. In his room he started to work at his puppet. He did it until his hands started to bleed.

But he continued until the blood came onto the dress of the puppet.

Castor whiped his hands at his trousers. Then he laid down in his bed. Now there was even blood at the bed linen.

Castor stood up and tried to vanish the stain. When he was finished he looked at the clock and saw that it was midnight.

'It is late. I should sleep.', Castor thought and laid down.

Minutes and hours passed. When Castor looked at the clock again.

He saw that it was 4 o' clock. He stood up and took on his habit.

I hope you liked the first chapter. Next time it'll be exiting