Bella's P.O.V

So here I am staring once again at him. He was just perfect, his smooth and pale skin, topaz eyes that could easily melt anyone with it's stare. I was snapped out of my trance when the bell rang loudly making my heart pump indirectly fast and made making me jump.

"Are you back from Edward land?" My best friend and happened to be one of Edward's cousin, Rosalie asked.

Rosalie is the only one who seems to discover bit by bit how my feelings towards Edward developed. I glared at her and hit her arms playfully. After gathering our books, we started to head towards the classroom door only to bump into Tanya, yes!!! Edward's girlfriend! I try to breath in as much air my lungs could take. Rosalie seemed to stare cold eyes towards her.

"Are you blind Bella?" Tanya whispered in an almost harsh voice as she gracefully took out a mirror from her handbag and started to check on herself.

Before I could even mumbled sorry timidly, Rosalie stepped forward "Tanya, there's no need of you to check upon yourself on mirror because as how many times you see, it would just be one horrible dumb blonde face" she smirked and dragged my outside the hall. That's when I saw Edward standing leaning against the wall waiting for Tanya as usual.

Damn! He's such a gentleman, ALWAYS wait for Tanya without miss. Rosalie waved her hand in front of my face. I blushed, she caught me day dreaming again.

"Bella? Are you joining us tonight?" Edward laughed as he waits for my answers. I let out a weak groan.

"Ros, you know very well I just don't fit in you guys double or triple date!" I hissed and rolled my eyes.

Yap right, I will be alone for the whole night watching everybody with his or her partners, Edward will be with Tanya (and I think hell would sounds better! I couldn't watch how intimate or whatever scene might happen that will make me hurt and blushed thousand times red). Ros and Emmett will be dancing together whole night and Alice, needless to say would stick with Jasper. So what benefits will do to me to watch each and every couple while I'm alone staring at my crush of life with the woman his choice and life.

"Bella! Friday night!!" Alice chirped in happily as she hugged me as soon as she reached from the other end of hall.

Oh no. Things could not been worst.

"Alice, what do you have in your mind??" Rosalie smacks the tiny pixie look playfully.

"Well, I'm starting to think that clubbing isn't very exciting or fun anymore cause we have been there like almost every Friday? Except Bella of course! So-" she rubbed her hand together and eyed everyone with her exciting and surprise look. I leaned across the wall sighed.

"We'd have movie marathon tonight with lots of fun especially your big size boyfriend Rosie, and I promised each of us will get to pick up the movies we want to watch" she squealed with excitement and clapping her hands. Jasper smiled and casually kissed her hair.

"And whose house would it be then, Ms Alice?" Edward teased as he held Tanya's hand. Ouch!!! I almost felt like I want to faint right now!

"Of course Ros, mine and Bella's house you silly bro!" Alice smirked at him playfully and turned around just to grab my hand over to once again be in their group. Edward and Alice are siblings and both their parents are close with Charlie that they often hang out. Alice moved out from the wealthy white mansion just to rent one three bed room apartment and there, she convinced Charlie it was just down the street so he wouldn't need to worry that much and convinced Ros that we will all have a lot of fun together.

It's pretty amazing how I could click along with Alice, the shopping maniac and Rosalie the shoe maniac, I swear she has over hundred pairs of shoes. Meanwhile, me? Ugh. I'm just plain Bella that has the worst coordination in the whole universe! Charlie and Renee were used to me being in the ER as I will tripped, hit, rolled, slipped and all sorts of injuries you could possibly get from being so clumsy. And maybe that are another addition point on why Edward would never even look at me even I'm the last girl standing in this universe.

"Bella!! We seriously need to shop for groceries and a lot junk food!!" Alice squealed in excitement and slapped my arms happily as she walked over her yellow sports car along with Jasper. Rosalie rolled her eyes and mumbled "Anything to do with shopping, Alice certainly enjoys herself". I giggled and walked along with her towards my car, Rosalie kissed Emmett goodbye and climbed into the seat beside me. I started the Mercedes that both Alice and Rosalie got for me. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Edward and Tanya kissing. I sucked up my breath and pinched my nose. Hopefully Rosalie never realized how hurt and awkward I felt.

Ten minutes later, we arrived the basement parking and I killed the engine after safely parked my car. We climbed out and walked towards the elevator.

"Bella? All right? You were quiet today" Rose glanced concern and hit the elevator to 12th floor.

"Yap, I was just thinking that I would go drop by Charlie and Renee later. I guess I'm going to miss the movie marathon" I looked right down on my shoes hoping to have an easy escape. It's not a good idea to be in living room with three couple that will be hugging and embracing while movies where I am stuck on my own and apart from that I guess my heart could stop any moment if I see Edward and Tanya again smooching in front of me.

"Bella, you sounded upset is there anything you want to talk about?" she tugged my arms as we walked right over to our apartment.

God. The last thing I want to confess now is that how much I love Edward and it hurts me a lot to see them smooching and making out in front of me.

Slowly I move my head signaling a not now and continue walking.