Summary- I don't remember much about that night. I don't think I ever want to remember….what I almost did…the divine dive.
A/N- Spoilers for Sunday, Post- Sunday, Rodney Angst, McBeckett, mentions of suicide. One shot, I own nothing.
Divine Dive
(Rodney's POV)
It was late when I got out of my lab. I finally managed to break away from the normal chaos of the lab. I ventured out into the dark and dim hallways. The bone chilling sadness that incased Atlantis started to creep into my veins.
His laugh…
His smile…
Him.
All gone because of my stupid mistake.
Regret floods my soul as I take off running to the pier where I saw him last.
My Carson.
My mind turns to mush as my thoughts collide together. I fall to my knees on the edge of the pier and look over.
The waves crash into the pier, beckoning me, wanting my soul.
I felt myself lean in. I wanted to let go.
Into the ocean, end it all.
Out of no where, however, I felt a hand.
A warm, soft hand on my shoulder.
A soft voice with that familiar accent whispers to me.
Haunts me.
I back away from the edge and look over my shoulder and no one is there.
I stand up and look to the sky.
"You took my heart, deceived me right from the start, you showed me dreams, I wish they'd turn into real, you broke a promise and made me realize…it was all just a lie!" I shout to the night sky as tears fall down my face.
I want to hate him.
I want to hate him to forget him so the hurt will stop.
I realize now that I can't.
I love him too much.
Too damn much.
The night's events faded into blur and now as I think, I don't remember much about that night…I don't think I ever want to remember….what I almost did….
The divine dive.
END!
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Into the ocean, end it all- Blue October
You took my heart, deceived me right from the start, you showed me dreams, I wish they'd turn into real, you broke a promise and made me realize…it was all just a lie!- Within Temptation.