a/n hello to all who my be reading this........ ummm...... i don't really have much to say...... but i hope you like it....... and a great big thank you to my very wonderful beta-reader!!!

Chapter 1

Ginny stumbled down the hall towards her common room, desperately hoping no one would still be awake, but with her luck every damn Gryffindor would be. She was in no mood to hear about what a horrible disgrace she was. She could care less about what her schoolmates thought about her. Not that they were the ones who would pester her every damn second of the day. It was her irritable brother and his oh-so-perfect girlfriend that would torture her with lecture after lecture about her "wrong" ways. It was like they were punishing her for not staying the same, not staying the innocent little child she once was. Who knows, maybe she was just punishing herself. All she knew was confused about life, or maybe it was the alcohol she had consumed that was getting to her. She felt pariah, not only in school, but also with her family and everyone that was around her in the world. She felt heavy-hearted and incompetent, but most of all she felt worthless.

All eyes were on her as she wavered into the common room.

"Hey everybody," she slurred.

A majority of the people in the room laughed, others turned away from her shaking their heads. Almost like they were ashamed for her. She simply laughed at them all.

Harry pulled down the paper that blocked his view of the room. His face split into a wide grin as he watched Ginny walk into a numerous amount of different things and grope at people for support to walk as she passed them. He then turned his attention to Ron and Hermione who were sitting on the couch across from him. Hermione poked at Ron bringing his attention to Ginny, who was currently laughing up a storm with Seamus and Dean. Ron instantly got to his feet and made his towards her. Harry sighed. As much as Harry could understand Rons vast concern for Ginny, he also thought that he needed to back off and let her learn from her own mistakes and control her own life.

"Ginny!" Ron yelled furiously at her

"Ron," she said with a ludicrous look on her face "what a surprise to see you here."

"Oh Gods Ginny, not again."

"And please don't ruin it for me again brother dearest," she stated sounding a bit hostile.

Ron could feel his rage building up inside of him, and Harry could see it.

"Ron I'll take care of her," Harry said reassuringly.

"Harry she's my sister. I can handle it," he said even more frustrated.

"Ron," Hermione butt in, as usual.

This made Ginny no longer amused with the situation, but terrible annoyed.

"You know what... I-I don't need help form any of you. I feel fine....... in fact I've never felt better!" Ginny stormed away from them, with Harry following.

"Harry I told you I don't need your help," she told him as she held his shoulder in order to prevent herself from falling.

"I know you don't need my help," he said in an innocent tone, "I wanna just hang out. Is that okay with you?"

"Fine, lets go..... lets go..... lie on the bed."

"Whatever you want."

Ginny looked at the rather large staircase leading on to her dorm room and huffed.

"Do you want me to-"

"No!"

"Okay."

She clambered up the first few steps before tumbling down. Harry helped her up into his arms like a small child. With her legs rapped around his waist, her arms around his neck and her face buried in his shoulder.

"Do you need to get to the bathroom tonight Ginny?" Harry asked as they entered the room.

"No 'pukeys' tonight Harry" she muffled through his shoulder.

"That's good," he replied.

"I want to put my 'jammies' on"

"Okay," he said placing her on her bed "I'll get them for you, just stay on the bed. Okay?"

Ginny lifted her shirt over her head, stood up and she hopped about the room attempting to get her pants off. Harry quickly attended to her before she fell. "I told you to stay on the bed." He slipped her pants off and slid her pj pants on. Then threw her tank top at her to throw on.

"You know Harry, I haven't had a crush on you forever," he turned his full attention to her as she continued "but I sure wish I did now. Then maybe I'd pursue it."

He simple smiled at her as he tucked her under her blanket. "Will you sing to me tonight?"She asked sweetly.

'Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds. Dreaming out loud. Things just won't do without you, matter of fact.

oho oho oh oh I'm on your back. I'm on you back. oho oho oh oh, I'm on your back.

If you'd expect surrender, give up some more. Weren't you adored. I cannot be without you, matter of fact.

oho oho oh oh I'm on your back. oha--- oha---

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you. If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you. Another heart is cracked in two. I'm on your back---- I cannot be without you, matter of fact.

oho oho oh oh---- I'm on your back, I'm on you back. oho oho oh oh I'm on your back. oha---- oha---- If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you. If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you. If you walk out on me, I'm walking after---- you'

To Harry she was still the sweet little innocent girl she always was, she was just confused.

"Thank you" she whispered.

Harry leaned down and kissed her forehead, then left to her sleep.

ahhh..... I hate typing...... so that chapter one....... oh the song that Harry sings to Ginny is a song by the Foo Fighters, not mine(if you wanted to know)..... Well I hope to get some sort of response from someone! and be easy on me..... this is the first story I've actually had the guts to put on FF.net.......... I've have the 2nd chapter ready to be posted........ but I won't until I get one positive response!!